I've had tremendous wars with that Potter "man". Sometimes I carried an overweight of guilt on my shoulders. He is my age and has been through much worse than I did. I do agree that compared to Harry, I am a coward. But all that shit is in the past. I didn't even lose my own virginity then. I felt like a great fool when that old messed up hag Tom Riddles was destroyed by none other then that Potter. The reason I felt like a fool is because that Deathstick or Elder Wand was suppose to be mine. It always was ever since the second I disarmed that great man Dumbledore. But that Potter just butted in and snatched my wand. So, I was wand less. The other reason of why I have been guilty for many years is because Harry had the balls to return my wand the next month after Tom's death. He also suggested that I should disarm him so the wand could officially be mine. Of course it became mine, but I started to cry like a fragile and vulnerable thing. After all I did to Harry, he still saved my arse many times. I always seek out to save his. He is just a very good man. I have become one too over the years, but I may be Mr.Good Draco but once a Malfoy, always a Malfoy. Of course I changed my views about the whole pure-blood and mudbloods, but I still have the slyness in me and the dark side within, which awakes rarely, but it still does only when Aellatrix. With her heavy eye lids and full dark eyelashes. Just like her mother and my aunt, Bellatrix. Like mother, like daughter. The only difference is that Aellatrix is much more wiser and knows exactly when to get obnoxious. She also is much more cleaner, and I just wish I had married her instead.
