Friend or Fiend||Min Yoongi

Chapter 10

It's been weeks and I still miss him. He hasn't stopped by and Hobi hasn't said anything about him. Of course Hobi hasn't. Hobi doesn't really say anything unless he's trying to get into my pants. He's been coming around more often lately. He never stays for long though. Yoongi would. Yoongi would stay and we would watch random movies and laugh together and we'd cuddle and everything would be okay. But it's not and he's not here and those things aren't going to happen. I can't laugh with him and I can't cuddle with him and I can't hold him like I used to. All I can do is lie here and miss him and regret the things I said in the past. I've lost the stars that filled my galaxy and I hate it.

I've lost the one thing I cared about above all else, and he's not coming back.

I drag myself across my room and get ready for the day. Work has become more exhausting than usual, but I try not to let it show. After I'm ready I head off down my usual path. I haven't bothered taking in the scenery lately. I don't have the energy and it's hard enough to force myself to walk as it is.

When I finally arrive I put my stuff away like I usually do and get to work. I try to converse with the customers as much as possible, but honestly all of the conversations blur together like my world is spinning and I can't make it stop.
I finally get a break halfway through and I can't seem to make myself think straight. I feel light-headed and dizzy. I sit down in the staff room for a bit, before getting myself a glass of water, hoping it will help clear my head.
I chug down the glass and then get back to work once my break has ended. I now have an excruciating headache but I have to push through it. I still try to talk with the customers, but my head feels like it's spinning and I struggle with maintaining a conversation.

After an exhausting day, I can finally go home. I hurry back down the path as fast as I can whilst trying not to collapse on the way. When I finally get there I walk straight in and collapse on the coach. My headache appears to be getting worse and I'm starting to feel nauseas, so I force myself to get up and take something. However, when I get to the medicine cabinet, I find that it's empty. Damn it. Grabbing my coat and car keys, I make myself head out to get medicine. I don't use my car often because petrol is expensive, but right now I would rather not walk anymore.

When I get to the chemist, I walk in and head to an aisle where I hope I can find something for how I'm feeling. I pick up somethings and head to the check out, however I stop in my tracks once something catches my eye.

Pregnancy tests.

It's not possible, is it? Being pregnant with a demon's baby? I've always been safe with Hobi, however I have a feeling in my gut that I should grab one.

Without giving it another thought, I grab one and head to the checkout before heading home. The drive back seems to take forever and I can't stop my mind from wandering. What if I am pregnant? What if it's Hobi's baby? Of course it would be, it couldn't be anyone else's.

When I arrive home, I throw the stuff on the table and grab the pregnancy test, heading straight to the bathroom afterwards.
My heart is racing and I can't stop myself from shaking.

What if it's positive?

What will I do?

I take the test and wait for the results.
When it's finally done, I look down to see...

(Author's Note: I hate this chapter lmao)