I'm tired of pretening that everything is fine.
When deep inside my heart is starting to whine.
I've tried soo hard to actually not care!
But I always flop， and that’s so not fair!
People need to know that being emotional is not something I choose to feel.
I know I get emotional about little stuff people unpurposely do.
Few words could make me cry，espicially when they're comin from u :(
But thats my nature，noone will understand me except few.
Do u think i chose to get hurt by every little detail people do?
I hate that feeling. If only u knew...
But I can't do anything about it， except hear my inside groan.
All I feel is my whole body starting to moan
