I'm tired of pretening that everything is fine.
When deep inside my heart is starting to whine.
I've tried soo hard to actually not care
But I always flop， and that's so not fair!
People need to know that being emotional is not something I choose to feel.
I know I get emotional about little stuff people unpurposely do.
F
ew words could make me cry，espicially when they're comin from u :(
But thats my nature，noone will understand me except few.
Do u think i chose to get hurt by every little detail people do?
I
hate that feeling. If only u knew...
When i get emotional it feels like the whole world is against me
it feels like im one vs ninety.
I feel awfully alone
I cant do nothing about it except hear my inside groan
All I feel is my whole body starting to moan
Anyways im sorry for making people suffer my weird mood swings.
U
dont need to deal with it nomore.
Ill keep it to myself，for all i know u dont care.
You only care about ur own problems...u think im not aware?
Just dont bother asking my heart to share.
"Sharing is caring" to them it might be true.
But isn't sharing my inner feelings part of that too?
You ask me to share I wont deny.
But then you dont even listen，I dunno y?
