The Bio of a Carter

Chapter 3

Well I got into a fight today but turns out me and this boy are better friends now then we were then. But that's not what's really important is that she is stuck in my head I swear she's given me stock holm syndrome she's all I can think about and her saying no really got me in my feelings. But the thing is that she acts like it didn't happen. But why would she I'm like 99% sure the only reason that we are "friends" is because she has sympathy for me and I can't stand it I want my friends to like me for me not take sympathy for me. It kinda sucks that a can't get the one thing I want that one girl that is the only reason I wake. She's the one I pray that she's ok because I don't want to lose that one girl that I would die for. And I mean it all but she obviously doesn't have the same kind of feeling that I have for her.