I'm Sorry

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I woke up with someone knocking on the door. I mumbled a "Come In" and Jai came in with breakfast in his hands.

"Thank You" i thanked Jai and kissed him sweetly

My mouth watered and got warmer. I felt liquid coming out so i ran into the bathroom which is connected to my room and vomited in the toilet.

Jai grabbed a hold of my hair and soothes me. For some reason I know that it wasn't because i was drunk because i didn't have any hangover. So it have to be something else.

"Leila are you done" he said with worry. So i nodded and went in the shower to clean myself up and brush my teeth.

When i got changed i ate my pancakes that Jai gave me. "The boys and I are recording today for the fans since we haven't updated in like 1 whole month" he said "Okay then. Be safe and don't get into too much trouble" with that he kissed me and then left.
When Jai left I called Gina that she can drop off the kids and keep me company.

-A Few Minutes Later-

*Knock* *Knock*

I opened the door and laughed.
"Why are you laughing" she glared playfully

"You don't have to knock. I already know you're coming" she laughed with me then came in with the boys and helped her in

"Gina I was thinking or asking if you want to cruise with me plus the boys?"

"Sure. Okay then let's go but did you eat?"

"Yeah I did. Thanks for asking"

"Okay. I'm gonna get my keys. We're gonna give you a break now since you deserve it. Just wait in the car i'll put the boys in"

"No i'll take one and you take one okay?" Gina said

"Okay" I shut the door behind me and grabbed their bag and kalani to the car while Gina did Kana.

I drove off and straight to the hospital again.

"Um Leila? What are we doing here?"

"Um I threw up this morning and I don't know if i might be pregnant again or if it was just the alcohol" i said nervously

"Aww my poor baby. Darling let's go check up on it." I took out the stroller and put the boys in and push them towards the door. I walked to the desk to sign-in and sat in the waiting room.

"Leila Cozo?" i put my hand up to show that it was me

"Come follow me" i followed her to the room with Gina too

"Okay. So i'm Mrs.Nam and i'll be your doctor. Is there a reason why you are here?" she asked getting her pen and notepad ready

"I'm here to check if im pregnant or if it was the alcohol that i vomit this morning"

"Okay. Let's get started. So i need to know your age, height, temperature, etc. to update on you" so i did what i was told to do

"Okay. So you want me to check if your pregnant?" i nodded

"Okay here is this bottle and the instructions" she took me into the bathroom and did what i had to do

"Okay. Please wait in your room" i walked into the room feeling nervous so Gina grabbed my hand to sooth me down

"Calm down sweetie. It's gonna be okay. I'll be there for you as always. Remember that.

Mrs.Nam came in "Okay. I have received the results and you are definitely....pregnant" my emotions were mixed with excitement and worry

"Congrates Love" Gina smiles at me

"Thank you" I thanked both of them

"No problem just take this paper to the desk." i walked out the room and gave the paper to the organizers and got in the car and drove off

Once we got home I off loaded and got in the house and saw heels which ain't mine or gina's.

I walked up stairs to my room and it was empty. So i walked into Jai's room and I swear my heart just sunk deep. I cried and ran outside while Ari came outside and drove off. All I heard was Gina's voice arguing with Jai.

"Mom. I'm really sorry!" he begged her

"Don't say sorry to me. The person you should be sorry to is Leila" she told him

"Mom I messed up pretty bad and she ran off"he cried at her

"I know she ran off! You should've thought twice. I'm going home. Watch the kids. No buts do it" Gina raised her voice then calmed down

The boys came home and i'm still outside. I got on top of the roof and watched the sunset. I heard yelling and it lasted pretty long. When the sun was going down I sat by my window, that way when i'm ready i'll come back in.

I heard glass breaking so i quickly got in and followed the voices.

"This is all your fault Jai. Why do you always hurt the ones that is close to you? Why Jai? I just don't understand." Luke yelled but soon calmed down

"I'm sorry I said" Jai said in a low voice

"I know that but you tell that to Leila. I'm not the only person you had disappointed Jai" Luke's voice was soft "I don't want to lose Leila again because of you. You loved her one day then screw up the next day."

I walked in and hugged Luke because my heart was breaking at Luke's words "I wouldn't lose you Luke" I whispered and walked away into my room but before I did that "Where's my babies?" "In Jai's room" I walked to Jai's room and grabbed them and put them in my room

I already ate before I came home. So i showered and then got ready to sleep. I made the boys sleep first then i heard a knock when I was about to sleep.

"Leila?" Jai whispered since everyone was asleep

"Leila can I please talk to you?"

"Leila please let me in. I'm sorry"

"Leila I know you're up" he huffed "I'm sorry. Goodnight" he gave up and walked away

With him walking away I fell asleep heart broken. I barely had any sleep to function for my flight tomorrow.

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