To Write Love On Her HEART

To Write Love On Her HEART~Chapter 15~

I've been to school only three days this week and every day I went Caden Tried talking to me and he clearly doesn't understand that i want to be left alone every time he tried to talk to me i just looked the other way and ignored him because i didn't want to talk to him i just wanted to be left alone the fact that he hurt me after he told me he had sex while he was drunk i was used to people leaving me my family left me when i was little then my best friends left me when they found out and now the one i was actually falling for left me i was trying not to think about it because the more i thought about it the more it hurt me i grabbed my chest and felt my eyes water thinking Why...Why me...Why bring someone into my life knowing something like this was going to happen i just want everything to go back to the way it was when i was alone and didn't have anyone to talk to i went to the park after school that day i was laying in the grass listening to Unsteady by X Ambassadors minding my own business i was watching the sky and clouds as they passed by

Caden: Hey Alannah

Me: (jumps from being scared) Oh its just you what the fuck do you want 

Caden: i was walking by here because i remember this is where we first started talking ever since that first day ive walked by here every day after school

Me: Okay cool (rolls my eyes and continues to watch the sky)

Caden: Alannah look im sorry okay i never meant to hurt you please forgive me (sits down next to me)

Me: (i sit up and look at him annoyed and pissed off) DOES IT LOOK LIKE I NEED TO FORGIVE YOU I TOLD YOU EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED WITH ME, I TOLD U EVERYONE LEFT ME. THEN YOU GO AND DO THIS TO ME. SHOULD I REALLY FORGIVE YOU?!?...I REALLY WISH YOU'D JUST LEAVE ME ALONE I WAS ACTUALLY FALLING FOR YOU THEN OUT OF NO WHERE YOU STOP TALKING TO ME, YOUR NOT COMING TO SCHOOL, AND WHEN YOU DID COME YOU ONLY CAME TWO DAYS AND IGNORED ME...NOW YOU EXPECT ME TO FORGIVE YOU (shakes my head) I'M SORRY BUT ITS NOT HAPPENING I'VE LEARNED THAT WHEN SOMEONE LEAVES YOU NEVER LET THEM BACK INTO YOUR LIFE CAUSE THEY'LL JUST LEAVE AGAIN (gets up and starts to walk away) 

Caden: your right Alannah i don't deserve an apology but there is one last thing im gonna do and if it doesn't work then ill stop and leave you alone i promise 

Me: (sigh) Fine 

Caden: he walked over to me put his hands on my waist and leaned in 

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I know im mean but i just now got to get this chapter finished ive been busy lately i just lost my best friend he was the best dog in the world and my family hasnt been the same but enough with the sadness i will be updating soon so no worries 

Thanks Love,

Eavie_Moons18😘💙