To Write Love On Her HEART

To Write Love On Her HEART~Chapter 6~

Caden and I had been sitting on the park bench for an hour in a half until I finally started talking about my family

 I looked at him with tears in my eyes and said "I was 5 years old when my family left my Parents and my three siblings they abandoned me in the middle of the night but I was already enrolled in school so I didn't have any trouble there the next morning after my family left I looked everywhere in the house they were no where to be found so I just sat on the couch thinking it was my fault they left i was only 5 years old i spent 8 years by myself no one was around to even hang out with i had friends but they were fake i thought i could trust them but once they found out they just left me behind and when you were carrying me a memory came back to me of when i just turned 6 it was my birthday i was walking down the side walk and this woman came up behind me and started asking all these questions and i didn't want them to know who i was so i walked away she grabbed me again and i screamed the woman backed away from me confused and i just ran and ran until i saw the woods and walked through them till i came to a cave and stayed there for almost  3 and a half days until i knew i was ready to leave I was alone for 11 years i was never hugged or touched and i honestly felt lonely " I watched his face expression go from sadness to worry to caring then he just held me while I cried then I asked him "What about your life why are you so happy all the time"  he looked at me and said "I'm not as happy as i look my parents died when i was 17 they were bad Alcoholics and they got into a bad car wreck i was at home watching Television then saw that there was a bad wreck happen just a few minutes ago and the only survivor went to the hospital then my parents pictures came over the screen and the woman broadcasting said Rest In Peace Karen and Jared Williams" he turned to me and chuckled "you'd think i was okay because they never really paid any attention to me but it broke me i fell to my knees curled in a ball hoping it was a joke or a dream i stayed like that for a few hours until my grandparents came to get me and just held me while i cried.  the next day we had the visiting then the funeral i was sitting in the first row i held back the tears but it was killing me after they buried my parents i was never the same i smile to hide the pain and people never really ask if i'm okay because i always act like i'm fine but truth is i'm honestly really not and i wasn't until i finally said something to you before last period and i actually had a reason to smile again because in a way your just like me" i hugged him and said "I'm so sorry Caden i cant believe that happened" he looked at me shaking his head and said "No it's fine my grandparents raised me that's why i hide my pain so they cant see that i'm hurting but since you've been talking to me my pain isn't hurting me that much right now"