To Write Love On Her HEART

To Write Love On Her HEART (The Big Fight)~Chapter 12~

I was sitting at my desk paying attention for once doing my work when someone taps my shoulder I looked up at the person and it was Caden I jumped up and hugged him tight and he pushed me off of him like he was in pain I looked at him worried and said 

me: "Caden where have you been"  

Caden: "Anywhere and Everywhere" 

he snickered at me and i looked at him my eyes started tearing up he looked at me realizing what just happened but before he could grab me i smacked him across the face then pushed him out of my way i left the room crying i was walking to the bathroom when i realized he was following me i said 

Me: "what do you want Caden if your just gonna continue to be an asshole to me then i dont want you around me" 

i was crying really hard now you could tell i was because my face was red he sighed and said 

Caden: "Alannah i'm sorry i haven't been around lately and i know i've been a dick to you lately i deserve everything you want to do to me" 

i walked out of the bathroom and walked up to him then punched him in the chest and looked him in his eyes

Me: i cant believe you think id forgive you that easily thinking if i hit you and get my anger out it'll be okay 

Caden: And you think i'm proud of what i did its not my fault i got drunk and slept with some chick 

my eyes went wide and and my mouth dropped looking at him hurt beyond words in my head i was thinking "what the hell did he just say to me" then my face turned bright red and he looked at me wide eyed like he was getting scared of me i looked at him my eyes turning green and i raised my hand and smacked the hell out of his face you could hear the smack from down the hall a couple students came out in the hallway and saw him on the floor and saw me crying while he was holding his face then i yelled 

Me: CADEN STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME DON'T TALK TO ME DON'T LOOK AT ME AND DON'T TOUCH ME I HATE YOU!!!

Caden: (still on the ground holding his face) i'm sorry Alannah i never meant to hurt you 

Me: THEN WHAT DID YOU EXPECT ME TO SAY "OH ITS FINE THAT YOU FUCKED ANOTHER GIRL IT DIDN'T MEAN ANYTHING BECAUSE YOU WERE DRUNK" WELL MAYBE NOT BUT YOU JUST HURT ME BEYOND WHAT YOU THOUGHT I EVER COULD BE HURT

i started to walk away and he grabbed my foot i stood there so he could stand up then looked at him and said 

Me: Caden i have been hurt by so many people my family for gods sake and then you go and do this shit to me i cant forgive you just leave me alone 

Caden: i'm sorry Alannah i really am 

i shook my head and just walked out the door of the school and walked to the park and sat down at the bench and cried thinking of everything that happened to me since i was little and what just happened now i looked in front of me and saw a cave so i walked over to it sat my stuff down and slept there till the next morning