The Dangers of the Pen

Chapter 4

Why. does. Kimberly. Despise. Me. So. bad??? Today I failed my science exam because she put biotoxins in my volcano that me and Cassandra have been working on for 3 weeks!!! Argh!!! And I didn't even feel that bad that we failed (well I was actually really disappointed, but i've gotten straight "A" in science so far, so I guess it was ok. For me.), but mostly for Cassandra. She's a really sweet, quiet, shy and fragile girl, and this really destabilized (*sad sigh*).

Well, she's also a good student, but a D+, in science, for her. Was really traumatizing for her. I just wanna go home and draw. Not even write, but draw. It has been a while since i've drawn, and I really don't care if it's good or not, I just wanna draw.

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Finally! Freedom, in my room, in silence, pencils sharpened, erasers clean, couleur pencils/pastels/watercolours/markers all ready to go. (*sigh of relief*). It's weird, today I don't have urge to write, continue my story and stuff. I just want to draw. I haven't drawn in like forever! But I just want the pencil and art to take me away, to a land of freedom and love, I can dream of that, right?

I start drawing, simple circles. Then, those circles turn into blossoms, blossoms that bloom and fill the paper with hope, fills me with hope. Making me leave behind the problems I have encountered and had. 7 minutes later, I have filled the entire page with flowers, blossoming from each little space, each corner filled with love and creation. Wow, seems like i'm not the worst artist, cause the whole thing actually didn't turn out to bad. I take a new page, and... jeez, what to draw? Low inspiration, happens. Um.... more circles? Ok, i'll start with circles, circles are magical things because they can evolve into anything you wish and dream and want. Slowly circles, and circles, and more circles, fill the page, then I start to feel a tinge of rage, then slowly those circles become more ovaly, face shaped things, then I add some bodies... I don't even realize what i'm doing! The time seems to slow, just the art supplies and me, working, hard to create the unthinkable. I don't even know what I wanted to draw until I actually felt what i'm creating.

56 minutes later, I stop for the first time, stand up, and look at what I have created. People, guys, all with their own... thing. I can't resist the urge to name them. The first guy is this creepy olive green skinned, sea human I guess. He has a mega shark tooth blade, long greasy ginger hair... Why ginger?? Helena's the person with the, uh, gingerest hair in the school, did I really think of her when creating him?? I continue to observe my creation I call art apparently, uh, he also has a peg-leg... What the?? Is he some kinda sea pirate??? Omg, what is this?? Ok, just continue, ripped clothes, that seems to be it, uh, Eel. the only name that fits him, in my opinion. Eel.

Uh, ok i'm getting nervous now. The next is another guy who's.... Dark skinned... ok... and he's really... buff. What? Why this buff dude now?? And it seems like he's some god to, uh, shadows? And why is he shirtless?? Ok, whatever, Shade. What??? Did I just think of a name for him??? But it does suit him...

Ok, a girl, next one is a girl, a skinny, brown straight-haired, hollow-faced girl. This is interesting, why would I draw a girl, who seems so weak and frail next to this tough, monster? And honestly, she looks like a normal girl, she may even be reminding me of someone... but, who? Idk, she may even look a bit pretty, pretty, Pretty. Omg, why do I keep naming them??? Pretty, done, she has a name.

Ok, last one is this... what? It's a normal guy, who is in a PRISON OUTFIT who has GREEN SMOKE AS ARMS!!! And this creepy face. Maybe it's not smoke, what if it's, uh, GAS. There, perfect a guy who can transform into gas, uh, toxic gas, who can kill people and all, and omg what am I thinking. A toxic gas dude who turns into it and kills people with toxic chemicals?? Am I out of my mind???? Yeah, probably. Thane, wait, what? Thane, where'd that come fro-. Thane as in Methane, and Methane is a chemical compound with the chemical formula CH₄. It is the simplest alkane and the main component of natural gas. Wow I do know my science.

OMG WHAT DID I CREATE?????

The X gang.

And then the darkness swallows me.