who do you choose? SkyMedia x reader

19

Y/n POV

The next day I wake up, last night Red and I stayed up late talking. I had a lot of fun. He has this really happy personality and knows how to make me laugh. I told him what happened that night and he was so nice and supportive. I'm really happy that I did call him. It helped me forget what Ross did.. But as soon as I woke up I remembered it. He tried to do that while he was drunk.. What bar would serve him alcohol to get him that drunk. He isn't 21 yet.. When I finally opened my eyes I noticed that Red has his arms around me. Fuck he is cute when he sleeps. I look at my phone. 15 texts and 23 missed calls.. all from Ross except one text, It's from Adam.

A= Adam - Y= You

------------------------

A- Y/n?

Y- Yeah?

A- Why arren't you answering Ross

Y- I- uhh I need some time

A- Y/n what happened  last night exactly? 

Y- He was really drunk and tried to go.. Uhh, far.

A- How did he get drunk?!?

Y- He went to a bar before coming home

A- Do you want me to talk to him?

Y- No, I- I think I should talk to him myself. But thanks

A- No problem, stay save okay?

Y- I will bye Adam

A- Bye

-------------------------------

I feel Red pulling me closer. I look infront of me and see a bottle of vodka standing on the dresser, what happened last night.. I look at my phone and scroll trough my photo's. I see a few pictures of Red and me. I kiss him on the cheek, then on his lips.. I look at the bottle again, It's almost empty. What was I thinking.. Slowly memories are popping up.

Don't! hahah please stop it I laugh. Never! he trows me on the bed and starts tickling me. Hahahahah! I'm going to bite you if you don't stop! I like to see you try he laughs. I pull him down and bite his shoulder, but not in a hard revanche kinda way. In a sweet way like I want him to go further.. Do I? Ey! he yells. I told you! He hang on top of me leaning on his arms. I look in his eyes and then his lips. Fuck I want to kiss him. Should I..? No, I can't. I've hurt Ross enough. I see him starring at my lips. Fuck it. I pull him down on me again and kiss him. He kisses me back until we are both gasping for air. Fuck I think I like him too much.. He looks at me and smiles. I feel so numb, probably because of all the vodka. But I don't want this moment to end. 

Thats what happened. I fell in love with a guy I don't know while i'm in a relationship. Fuck! why do I need to fuck everything up. I look at Red. I- I think I need to leave. I carefully loosen his grip and climb out of bed. I grab my bag and walk out of the door.  I walk around not knowing were I'm going but ending up at Adam's house. Why do everytime I wonder around I end up at Adam's. 

I didn't even knock but the door opens. I look up expecting to see Adam, Instead I see Ross standing there. Y/n..?! R-ross.. I- I can't talk to you right now i'm sorry. Y/n please. Ross no. Please this is not because of you. I- I just can't talk to you at the moment. I'll call you later but please let me talk to Adam first. O-okay..