who do you choose? SkyMedia x reader

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Y/n POV

I walk in without knocking since Ross left the door open. I walk to the livingroom and knock on the wall there to let know someone's there. Huh? Oh hey Y/n. He takes a closer look at me. Whats wrong y/n? I feel tears coming up. Y/n?! Talk to me! I ruined everything Adam.. I fucked everything up. Y/n... What did you do? I tell Adam everything I did last night. So far as I can remember at least. In the mean while Ross and Red tried to contact me and Adam but we didn't answer and Adam promised me not to tell them I'm here.  Y/n, you need to be honest with yourself. Do you still like Ross? I- I don't know. But I can't hurt him anymore than I already did.. He did so much for me. But your lying to him. You can't pretend to like someone because you don't want to hurt him. I did really love him,  but.. I don't feel that feelings anymore.. I should break up with him don't I... Yes you should. Thanks Adam. For everything. I will call him and meet him. Y/n. Yes Adam? Ask if he could come here. Why? Just do it. Okay..

R= Ross Y= Y/n

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Y- Hello?

R- Y/n??

Y- Yeah, uh. Could you come over to Adam's place.

R- Uhh sure, I'll be there in a few. Bye

Y- Bye

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He's coming. I'll be upstaires . Call me when you need me. I will, thanks.

*Knock Knock*

I open the door but don't look into his eyes. I'm to ashamed. Come in. We walk to the livingroom.

Y/n.. He starts. No Ross. Me first. Ross I- It doesn't work between us anymore. All this happened and you were always there for me. But I can't, I can't fake a relationship if I don't feel the same way about you as I did. I'm crying at this point but finally have the guts to look up. I'm so so sorry Ross.. Ross is looking down but I can see tears falling. He looks at me, with a look I haven't seen before. This look filled with hate. You... You fucking bitch! You slut! Whore! He calls me the meanest things and I start crying hysteracly. I look down.. I'm so- I get abrupted when something hits me on my head. At the same time I hear Adam yell at Ross. I feel a wave of nausea hit me. I feel blood running but the nausea makes me numb for the pain. I stumble to the bathroom. I sit down next to the toilet trying to hold myself togheter. In the background I hear Adam and Ross yell but I don't really notice it. My vision is blurry and i'm not stabel. I sit on the floor next to the toilet. After a few minutes I feel a bit better. My vision is backand the nausea is for the most part gone. I still hear Adam and Ross yell at each other but it doesn't really bother me. I stand up and walk to the kitchen. I grab a bottle of water and a bottle of booze and walk to Adam's office. I'm still unstable while walking or standing so I sit down on the couch. I open the bottle of booze. I know after last night that I shouldn't drink so much again. But it takes away the feelings I have. The wound on my head stopped with bleeding. I start drinking. With every sip I take I feel better. and after 15 minutes or so the bottle is almost empty. I start laughing and feeling happy. Even tho I never drink and there is no reason I should be happy right now. The door opens and Adam is standing there. Y/n?! Wtf are you doing? Oh hey Adam, do you want some? Why are you drinking?! I just wanted to have some fun. Fun? You are completly loosing it! Come on act mature and give me that bottle! Make me! I take another sip. Another wave of nausea hits me. Adam.. Yes? C-can you hand me a bucket ur something. He hands me a bucket and everything comes out. Adam holds my hair back and after a few minutes i'm a bit more sober. I start crying. I'm so, so sorry Adam. I fuck everything up. I fuck myself up! He pulls me in to a hug. Ssh, It's okay. No! it's not okay! I should call Ross to apolagize to Ross. I try to stand up but I don't have enough strengt left. Your not going anywere today. Your going to change and get some sleep! He walks out the room and hands me a pyjama set from Alesa. He walks out of the bathroom again and with the last bit of energy I have left I change. I try standing up but I almost fall down and lean against the wall so I keep standing. Adam walks in and carries me. I hide my head in his chest. I'm still sobbing. He lays me on his bed and puts the blancet over me. he sits next to me and holds me. A few minutes later I fall asleep.