Identity Change

Chapter 14

Jensen's P.O.V.

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"It's for you. Take it. But open it when you're inside," Sehun said.

I remembered him said that. And when I went inside my apartment, I went straight to the kitchen to get a warm drink. It's cold since it's December. For the first time in my life, I'm going to experience winter. I can feel it coming.

My change of identity is really like the winter. After all dries up and freeze, all these coldness will bloom and once again, it's spring. A new star will arise.

Hahaha! Star, my ass.

Anyway, I went straight to my room after preparing myself warm milk and sat at the edge of the bed.

I was about to check my phone first but then I saw the paper bag that Sehun gave. I told him thanks in advanced for this gift but I don't even know what it is.

And when I opened it, I wouldn't be exaggerating if I told you that I nearly dropped my milk on my sheets.

It was the headphones that I was trying a while ago!

Damn that Sehun! That was why he was in a hurry to go home after he gave me this and asked me to open inside!

But then I caught myself smiling widely. I am really touched by this. Really.

Afterwards, I made a selfie of myself, sideview, enough to see the headphones that he gave and uploaded it on Instagram.

Thank you for this wonderful gift! You know who you are! Thanks for the time a while ago, too~ (✿◠‿◠)

That was the caption I made.

Oh, yeah. I used my Nerie account for this, too. I don't use my original accounts. It's tempting, but I decided to quit opening it from time to time. It can make me surrender this fight easily. And I don't want that.

Before I made my other account, I opened my original ones and it made me want to throw up.

People really miss you only when you're gone.

Apparently, my dad heeded my advice and didn't tell anyone that I'm fine. I'm a missing person in the Philippines and that they are still currently investigating it.

I saw messages asking where I am and hoping that I'm fine. Of course, the others were touching but the ones coming from my fake friends were making me cringe.

The most insulting was a condolence remark. My family was offended, stating that they haven't found my body yet and they will believe that I'm alive until they see my body in cold in front of them.

But for me, it was better that way. It's better if they believe that I am dead and only Nerie is alive.

Again, that was the reason why I stopped opening my old accounts anymore. I need to act more as Nerie to convince them that she's real, and ready to make a comeback.

Or so I thought.

I laughed at myself for even thinking aggressively. I don't even have a job here in South Korea, how will I survive? Like I told Chanyeol the other night, I can't rely on Suho forever.

The beep of my phone broke my train of thoughts.

It was a notification.

Well, I noticed that it was been beeping since I uploaded it.

Chanyeol and Sehun uploading pictures of us at Instagram made me gain a lot of followers. Not really a lot compared to how many they have, but a lot for someone who just showed up out of the blue like me. I'm sure most of them are haters or stalkers but who cares? They don't know anything about me.