The Wolf Next Door

.8.

          "There is actually one thing I need to get off my chest. That is, if I can talk to you about it and you be comfortable with me saying it..." I hesitated. He sat up and looked into my eyes.

          "Tell me anything."

          "Okay, so when I was born...

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          "I had this childhood friend, we spent everyday together and we were destined to be soulmates. We loved each other honestly. One day his parents had to move away because he developed a illness. He passed away, I never even got to say goodbye. He loved wolves, that's why I had to leave the room." I let a little lie out, but it's not like I lied completely, right?  I saw Yugyeom tense hearing that I had a past lover.

          "I'm- I'm so sorry that happened. I can't begin to understand how hurt you must have felt when that happened." He held my hand in his, neither of us gripping the warm hands, just having them lay in each other. "I may not know what you went though or the hurt you may feel, but I will be here for you, okay?"

"It's okay... It happened years ago, I've learned how to live without him. Sure, I still miss him but I've moved on. He's no longer here and I can't dread on that anymore only for it to bring me sadness throughout my life. I have to be happy, and I've found it with you guys." I smiled with tears lining my eyes.

"Your crying." He whispered and wiped a tear rolling down my cheek. I knew why I was crying, I keep thinking about my mate. I'm over the whole thing, but he was apart of me. It's hard to emotionally let go even though you've let go mentally. "I'm not going to hurt you, I won't. I'm not going to leave you, I promise.." He smiled at me sympathetically. I smiled back slightly, letting out a small chuckle and looking down at our hands that were laying in each other. I tightly grip his hand and look back up at him.

"You better not leave me, or I'll drag you back." I smirked.

"You're too tiny to drag me anywhere, I'm 10 feet taller than you." He laughed. I gave him a angry look and stood up trying to look taller than him in his sitting position.

He muttered a sly remark and wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me into his lap. I got shocked as I looked at his smirking face.

"Your not taller than me, even you being on my lap I'm still taller." He snickered. I shifted on his lap uncomfortably. I shouldn't like being on his lap, I want to get off but I don't bring myself to get up. That's until I feel something under me, something hard. I've never gotten up so fast in my life.

"I didn't know we could freely carry guns in our pockets. I was sure that it was against the law." I chuckled in a nervous and embarrassed tone.

I've never seen a face any redder than Yugyeom's face right now. He eventually gained the strength to get up and leave the room, a bulge clearly evident in his grey sweatpants. I felt like vomiting, I gave him a boner?

A shiver ran down my spine as I shook my head and went back into the room of boys, all 6 of them smirking at me.

"Yugyeom's got a boner huh? How'd he manage to get that? I don't remember his computer being in the kitchen." Jackson snickered giving Mark a high-five.

"Stop!" I shouted, my face now reddening like Yugyeom's. "How did that even happen? I look hideous right now.."

The boys all laughed, leaving me confused. "It's okay, he's taking care of it right now. Why don't you go help him?" Jaebum wiggles his eyebrows. I made a barfing face and stuck my tongue out at him.

"It doesn't matter how you look. Dude, he likes you. He is a teenage boy with hormones off the wall. You could just walk by and he would get a boner." Jinyoung explained. My vision blurred so I sat down taking the horrible vision that I a potato, could give him a boner.

After a few minutes, Yugyeom walked in and sat on the opposite side of the room from me. I honestly felt offended that he didn't want to sit next to me but honestly if I got a boner I probably wouldn't have even been out here. All of the boys just stared at him with devilish grins.

As the commotion went down and the topic of Yugyeom's boner passed, I found myself zoning out. I wasn't bored with them really, I just am so used to being alone at night that I am zoning out trying to envision myself with a cup of tea and a book in my bed with the low candle light beside my bed. I eventually close my eyes.

"Hey, Kyung noona." Bambam shook me awake. I saw that everyone was setting up the living room to sleep. "We need to move this couch." I saw that all the couches were pushed to the wall, the only couch still in place is the one I'm on. I get up and help push it to the wall.

All the blankets and pillows were set on the floor and I watch everyone lay down in different places scattered throughout the living room, some already down and asleep. I see Yugyeom on the floor on the opposite side of the tv, kind of secluded, maybe still embarrassed from earlier events.

I walk over and lay down next to him, not too far, but not right up on him. He opens his eyes then closes them shut. I chuckle and reach my finger over, peeling his eyelid open. He pushes my hand away and closes his eye.

"If your still embarrassed about your boy thing that happened, don't be... Sure it was embarrassing but it's okay. You couldn't help it." I tried to comfort him with my words. I didn't know how to string what I was trying to say together, so I just spilled everything out.

One of his eyes opened and he looked at me. "That was so embarrassing though!" He whisper yelled. "I can't believe that happened, I ruined a good moment."

"So that good moment was me on your lap?" I winked. He immediately closed the one eye that was opened. "Hey, Yugyeom." I shook him. He groaned and looked at me, with two eyes this time.

"If you're going to embarrass me can't it wait until tomorrow?" He groaned. I giggled which caused him to slightly smile at me.

"No, I was going to ask if I could sleep here. I didn't think you would want me anywhere near you." I laughed. "I mean, if that happened to me I would be embarrassed beyond repair, I would kill myself, I would leave the earth and never return." I rambled.

"Shut up and go to sleep." He grumbled wrapping his arms around me, pulling me into his chest. My eyes widened and I became bashful noticing how much I rambled. I could feel him smiling as I snaked my arms around his waist. Not much longer all that filled the room was his snores. They weren't loud snores, they were peaceful, soft snores. But the room was so dead silent that it had no choice but to radiate through the room. I listened to the snores vibrating up his chest and it caused me to fall into a deep slumber.

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