Soaring Passion

Chapter 7

You rubbed your eyes as you woke up feeling very happy, the sunlight shined brightly in your room. You stretch out and tried to reach for TOP but quickly sat up when you realized he was already gone. You saw a memo under your cellphone as you looked at the memo you got annoyed by what you just read early in the morning.

'_______-ah, thank you for understanding and showing compassion to me last night.' You breathe out then gave an angry chuckle. 'Compassion? Understanding? Is that what he only thinks it meant to me? Ugh! Seunghyun-ssi... Chincha! You're so annoying! Aish!' You crumpled the memo angrily in your pretty hands then quickly went to the bathroom.

After taking a bath you picked-up your phone and called Heeyoung to ask the whereabouts of TOP because you two were supposed to go at Ki-young's funeral but he wasn't answering his phone.

'Yeoboseyo? Oh Goodmorning Heeyoung unnie is Seunghyun-ssi there? I couldn't reach him.'

'Well yes he just left with the others...'

'Mwo? With the Big Bang? Where are they going? Is there a change of schedule because I swear I wasn't informed.' You worriedly said.

'Aniyo my dear... no changes were made in their schedule... I think they were just going out? Maybe?'

You gave a sigh a relief. 'Oh goodness! What a relief... but where could they possibly be?'

'Do you want me to call Daesung-ssi or maybe Jiyong-ssi?'

'Ah aniyo unnie... kwaenchana... Mian for troubling you. I guess I'll be going by myself then. Well komao unnie. Annyeong.' you happily said goodbye to Heeyoung as you put the phone down.

As you were putting your clothes on, a lot of things were going in your mind. Is TOP still that depress that he couldn't bear to go to Ki-young's funeral? Did he go out with the Big Bang so he could slightly cheer himself up? Wasn't last night good enough for him? You got worried about him but then you remembered the note he left you which made you mad and made your heart ache. How could he make you go to the funeral alone? How could he say that what happened between you two was only because you feel sorry for him?

But then, you remembered what happened last night. How fantastic you felt in wrapped around his arms, how astonishing he makes your heart beat wild and how his lovemaking finally erased all Namkyu's icy complaints about your lack of ability to react sexually.

You remembered Namkyu's used to always say "Why can't you be like other women who knows how to take care of their men, how to be loving and passionate?" You knew that when he started acting mean and cold towards you, is when he was having relationship and having sex with other women.

Your body was only reacting that way because your body knows that he was being a two-timing selfish geu saeki to you so it was rejecting his touches. But as time passed by, you blamed yourself that maybe he was being adulterous because you were really that kind of woman he was portraying. But at this moment TOP proved that you were not that kind of girl but the exact opposite.

You grabbed your keys then went to your car as you think about the differences of TOP and Namkyu. You felt weird as you were driving; your body was still burning from TOP's lovemaking. You couldn't understand how Namkyu and you lasted that long but one thing is for sure you loved him.

When you reached Ki-young's house you immediately gave your respects then was shocked seeing the whole Big Bang at the garden. Before you went towards them you were hoping that they didn't hear about what happened between the two of you last night. They greeted you happily as you did the same.