Soaring Passion

Chapter 8

You entered the YG building earlier than usual, you look very miserable and in pain when you arrived at YG. People were asking you if you were okay you only smile at them and tell them you're okay but deep inside you were really feeling bad.

Everytime you felt like you were going to cry, you immediately excuse yourself and run to the bathroom. You were thankful that for the whole day no one saw that you were crying and how miserable you really felt.

' _______-ah... what's wrong? Please tell me because ever since you opened that letter two days ago you've been acting weird and honestly you look horrible. Is that letter a death threat from fans or something like that?' Heeyoung asked worriedly.

You looked at her then smiled. 'Unnie I think the way I'm acting these days are affecting people around me. I'll just take a day off for now.'

Heeyoung grabbed you. 'Yah! You're not going anywhere until you tell me about that letter. Is it from a fan? What's in it?'

You lied and chuckled. 'Aigoo unnie stop worrying too much... you're dongsaeng is fine. And it's not from a fan... something just came up.'

'You know I'm afraid that if you don't tell whatever you're hiding is to someone... you might breakdown. Daesung came personally to me yesterday to ask if you were okay and did something happened to you, you know?'

'Tell him I'm okay unnie and don't worry about me and... Omo! Unnie look!' you shouted as you pointed behind her.

'What is it?' Heeyoung was startled and looked behind her.

As soon as Heeyoung loosed her grip you run away from her and when you were very far from her.'Unnie mianhae...' you chuckled.

'Aish! Yah! Come back here, I'm not done talking to you!'

You chuckled. 'Unnie I'm going now... Since Seunghyun-ssi isn't here and I already finished my job, I'm no longer needed here so I'm going home now unnie! Have good day!' then bowed to her.

You haven't eaten properly these last few days and all you did was cry everytime you get home. You were scared that Namkyu was not going to stop until he gets you back and he's not going to stop until he thinks you've been punished. Namkyu wasn't like this before... true most of the times he makes you feel bad and hurts you but the other time he is really sweet and loving.

Namkyu was creeping you out these last few days by sending you gifts and letters saying "We will be together again no matter what", you always wished that TOP was here for you so you could feel better but on the other hand you didn't want him involve in this so you were sad but thankful that you two had that argument before Namkyu talked to you.

Around seven in the evening you were watching t.v when you heard a knock on the door. You were startled and scared hearing someone knocking at your door so you immediately grabbed your bat and headed to the door.

'Who is it?' you shouted.

' _______-ah.... It's Seunghyun.' TOP spoke.

'Seunghyun oppa!' you felt very happy hearing his voice but you hesitated as you headed to the door thinking he might get involved if you let him in. 'Oppa! What in the world are you doing here?'

'Look _______-ah, I think you don't want me here but I heard from Heeyoung nuna, Daesung and the others... I just want to see if you're okay that's all...'

You smiled and almost cried but you still didn't open the door. 'Oppa... I'm fine... get some rest you must be tired from your work. Mianhae for bothering you.'