I am the person who's lips have been sewn shut. I am the one you may look at and wonder "why?" Why you ask? You're asking the wrong question, the question is how. How does one go through life avoiding meeting new people. They do this because they have lost trust in humanity and hopes to regain it. Now the question is, why? Why can someone lose that much trust, the answer to this is long and may not be understood by some, but is that the scalpel has cut away the trust while the the psychological studies have been nothing but lies to your face hoping to heal your soul. This is someone who has panic attacks just from seeing a doctor in fear it means another surgery that will take another 6 months to heal, someone that can make a psychiatrist wonder about himself and the way he looks on the world.
The thread has been cut and the needle, broken. You may say that this person is soft and weak but until you have lived through the fire let it be known that weakness can be your greatest strength.
