Over a year ago was the first time I met you. The second time I saw you was when you actually caught my attention. I was instantly interested in everything you had to say. You caught my eye and I caught myself checking you out. It was after that when I realized...."Wow!" By the third time I saw you I was so attracted to you that I started trying to figure out a way that I might be able to get you alone for a few minutes so I could ask you a couple of questions that I was just craving to know the answer too. Somehow it was you whos' phone number I was given when I was in need of help with a computer problem! At that point I knew I was going to give it my best shot trying to get you over here alone. My first invitation to you wasn't to handle that though, no. I was told by your friend to invite you over to smoke. So I did, but that didn't go the way he told me it would. 2-3 months later is when he told me that you thought I was someone else, I was almost jumping up and down because I was so happy to hear that! That explained the stand-offish vibe I had picked up from you. Made sense, if you thought I was your friends ex!!! The mother of his children! Eeeek! I got right back to calling you and trying to reach you, so I could invite you over! It took about a week before I actually reached you, so when I did and you said yes you would come over and take a look at my computer. I was soooo nervous. And this is totally embarrassing to admit to you, but I'm gonna do it anyhow. When I would tell my friends or someone in my family about you....I couldn't contain myself. Acting all giddy and silly! As a school girl would when she was young and in love or had a crush. It was totally embarrassing yet I couldn't seem to control myself and stop. I am still that way and we have met up like 4 times now. I don't let you see it when you are over here visiting me.
Tomorrow will be 1 week since I saw you last. You were awesome! I've been craving you ever since. I want to feel more of your body next to mine. Truth is I want way more than that I think. I would ask you to move in with me if I knew it wouldn't scare you off. That is the LAST thing I want to happen. Feeling you handle me the way you did, turned me the f**k on so much...just thinking about it keeps me moist. Remembering how you felt when you made love to me, gets my temperature up! I remember how my hands trembled when I was touching your body. And how I had to catch my breath with just the thought of you. I want to do this right, not rush anything or interfere with the natural process of things. All week I've been thinking how great it would be if your were to give me some idea on how you are feeling about us. Where you stand SPECIFICALLY in your life right now when it comes to women. Cause I know me well enough to know that if I want to ask you something, I'm just gonna come right out and do it.
