A Second With Yorky (boyxboy)

Chapter 21

I didn't talk to Yorky for almost 3 days. Today was the first day of school again. I didn't like the idea of going back to school but I didn't have another choice. I heard my phone ring but I didn't even bother on checking who it was cause I already knew. I just ignored it. That was until the 4th call when I just turned it to airplane mode.

When I arrived to my first period, everyone looked at me."Late again." the teacher said. I nodded and took a seat at the back. Lena saw me and mouthed"What's wrong?". I looked at her and put my head down. I took my phone out and texted her.

"Ask yorky....."

I closed my eyes and took a nap.

The bell rang and It was time to go to my next class. Thanks to the schedule change for the new year, I had new classes. I enter my class and I see Lena and Yorky in one table of four. I turn around and sit with Mark and a group of his friends. I didn't really like the idea but I wasn't gonna sit with yorky. Around the 30 minutes of class, Lena comes to me."Come." she said. I shake my head."Please.". I sigh and I get up and sit next to Lena."Hey." he says."So why did you bring me over here Lena?" I asked her ignoring Yorky.

"Luke, it takes two sifes to every story. He has something to say too." she says.

"Lena, I'm done. I'm done with him. I took too much bullshit from him and I'm not taking no more." I reply.

"Luke please let me explain." Yorky said.

"Explain what?That you fucked her?. And lets not bring me. I can't believe I had sex with you."

"You slept with him?!" Lena asked Yorky.

He nodded and looked at me."I'm sorry. Please give me another chance. I promise I won't screw up."

"For what?. So that you make the same mistake?"

"No. to prove to you that I can change. Luke, I love you. And I'm willing to change for you."

I thought about it a few times. But I wosent sure if I should say yes.

"I'm sorry but.......I can't. I'm sorry." and I walk out the class with Lena behind me. I still loved him even though I knew I denied it. I kept walking and I sat in the bleachers. The ones me and yorky first hanged out, and the ones where I left yorky and I had the car accident. I had to move on. I couldn't take this pain anymore."Luke, why can't you forgive him?" she said."Cause I've forgave him before and he's done the same mistakes." I replied.

"He's not perfect you know?" she said

"But he can try and avoid problems? "

"Oh my God Luke, I just don't know what to say."

"Go to class. I dont want you to get in trouble."

"I suppose. Ok, but try not to get in trouble yourself."

"You're letting me skip?"

"Only for today. I understand."

"Thanks."

"You're welcome." and she walked away.

After two more classes, we had B lunch. I didn't feel like dealing with anyone today, so I sat in the back.

"Hey." Sam said."Hey Sam." I replied."How you been?" he asked."hmm...I don't know. You tell me? I found out that my boyfriend fucked a girl when we went to New York and he fucked me too. Then he wants me to forgive him. How do u call that?" I thought.

I'm ok." I replied.

"Ok. Oh, by the way. Lena was looking for you. She said that if I saw you to tell you to meet her in the auditorium in 10 minutes."

"Why?."

"She didn't say."

"I need to practice my duets and solos in the Auditorium. Can you come with me? Then we'll see what she wants." I asked him

"Um....sure why not?"

"Great. So let's get going."

When we got there, It was pitch black. So I went to go dim the lights a little. I got up to the stage and stood in the middle. Sam was looking at me where he sat. I smiled at him and kinda blushed. To be honest, Sam was a cute guy."Ok. So are you ready?" I asked him. "Yupp." he replied."Ok."

"This is a story that I've never told. I gotta get this off my chest and let it go. I need to take back the life that you stole. You're a criminal. And you still like you're a pro. All the pain and the truth I wear like a battle wound. So ashamed so confused I was broken and bruised. Now Im a warrior. Now I got thicker skin. I'm a warrior . I'm stronger than I've ever been. And my armor is made of steel you can't get in.  I'm a warrior and you can't hurt me again.

Out of the ashes I'm burning like a fire. You can save your apologies your nothing but a liar. I got shame I got scars that I will never show. I'm a survivor. I'm always and you know.

Cause All the pain and the truth I wear like a battle wound. So ashamed so confused now im broken and bruised. Now Im a warrior. Now I got thicker skin. I'm a warrior . I'm stronger than I've ever been. And my armor is made of steel you can't get in. I'm a warrior and you can't hurt me. Theres a part of me I can't get back. A little boy grew up to fast. All you took was my faith.  It will never be the same. Now I'm taking back my life today. Nothing left that you can take. cause you will never take the blame anyway.

All the pain and the truth I wear like a battle wound. So ashamed so confused I was broken and bruised. Now Im a warrior. Now I got thicker skin. I'm a warrior . I'm stronger than I've ever been. And my armor is made of steel you can't get in.  I'm a warrior and you can't hurt me again. Noooo.....oooohhh....yea.....You can never hurt me........again."

I opened my eyes, tears falling my face. I saw Sam standing and making his way to me. I then see Lena standing in front of the door next to Yorky. The moment I saw him, I knew that the song I sang was to him. I got out of the stage and went to Sam. Lena and Yorky walked to me."That's how you feel?." he asked me. I looked down at the ground not wanting to answer his question."Answer me." he said in a serious tone.

"I'm not answering you. You know the answer to that question." I replied walking away from him.

"No, I want it to come out of your mouth. Say it."

"Bye." I said grabbing my jacket and my backpack.

"ANSWER ME!!!." he yelled.

"NO!!!IM NOT ANSWERING FOR SHIT OK?! STAY OUT OF MY LIFE AND I STAY OUT OF YOURS." I said turning around, my face red as hell.

"You know I can't do that." he said walking to me.

"I'm sorry but.......I'm done." and I left the auditorium. Sam was behind me trying to stop me."Luke wait!!!" he yelled. But I didn't want to stop. I was furious at him."Luke stop!!!" he yelled again. This time, I turned around, grabbed Sam's hand and brought him closer to me. I kissed him. He didn't know what to do that he kissed me back. But then I reacted. Before he sticker his tongue in my mouth, I pushed him away.

"I'm sorry." I said

"No. It was my fault. I should've stopped." he replied.

"I'm so sorry Sam......I'm sorry." and I ran away from him.

"Luke!!!" he yelled but I kept running. I didn't know what to do. My mind was playing tricks on me. I had to make up my mind. Fast.

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Hi guys, so I'm kinda sad that I couldn't attend a performance in my school. So I took a test and finished this chapter. This one is....eehh.........but idk.....Guys.......y'all have not voted or commented. Really?. That's my Christmas wishlist guys. Make it come true. Well have to go. Next chapter will be up soon.