Was It Really A Dream?

Life & Death

I twirled around in my prom dress,It sunk against my body. I trail over the kisses on my neck and from my waist.

Scott was my first..and it hurts me more. Like when he kissed me for the first time and when he touched me..was it just a fling?Was it just pretend?What was I thinking?

Derek leaned against the door frame.

"You look beautiful."he says

"Thanks,I guess."I said

I shivered,I was used to Scott saying that,I could imagine him instead of Derek. Scott would wrap his arms around me and would kiss my cheek.

"I love you."he would say

It almost brought tears to my eyes.

Derek wrapped his hand around mine.

"It will get better."he whispers

Cora curls my hair into where it falls into blonde spirals over my shoulders.

I put on my makeup and slipped on my heels. And I sat with Derek in his car.

My physic bond with Scott,was over..if only he could hear how much I love him.

I spot T-Anna dancing with Stiles,they were laughing,my heart was aching,yearning for Scott. I ran outside away from Derek,and towards the cliff over the ocean far off in the preserve.

I slip off my heels and necklace and earrings. I see Scott standing right next to me.

"Please don't do this."he begs

"Why not?You left my heart to rot."I growl

"Please!"he begs

I jumped and felt pure adrenaline. I see a girl,she had red eyes like an alpha and she was swimming right towards me,I tried to swim away but eventually the tide came in and I hit my head...

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Death is peaceful,but life is harder..life is living with the fact that I'm in pain that I'm wrecked in heartache. He just used me up and walked out the door.

I thought he loved me,I thought he wanted me. I fell for him,but reality caved in and then shit just got shittier.

"Roslyn!!Roslyn!"calls a voice

I recognize it..it was Scott.

"Roslyn,love..please wake up."he begs

I felt water rise out of my throat. I coughed and I see him.

"Roslyn,what the hell?you scared me!"he says

I kissed him.

"I missed you too."I smile

He smiles.

"I'm sorry..for everything."he says

I felt healed but not fully. I felt like that wound was just beginning to heal.

Allison found us on the beach.

"Oh my God."she says

"What?"I ask

"Your dress and your everything!!but it's okay. Your fine. Kali found her."she says

"Kali?"I ask

"An alpha."she says

"That's the woman I saw when I jumped."I recall

"You jumped off a cliff??"she panicked

"What?I'm an adrenaline junkie now."I shrug

"She's fine."said Scott

He took off his jacket and wrapped it around me,I was freezing and I ruined a hundred dollar dress.

Scott walked me to get my things and we walked to the car.

"What happened to your dirt bike?"I ask

"It broke down."he replies

When we got in,he turned up the heat.

"I'm sorry. I really am Roslyn."he says

"You don't know what I went through,I almost went crazy."I chuckle

I saw the moon outside and it was beautiful.

"So two weeks from now,I'd like you to come to a cross country thing."he says

"Sure."I smile

And life felt normal..