Was It Really A Dream?

Pain & Heartache

I wake up feeling fine and they let me go.When I pull up to the house,I see Scott waiting for me..I didn't like where this was going. I've seen New Moon..I don't trust this.

"Hey."he says

"Hey."I smile,weakly

He gestures that we take a walk.

"Sure."I reply

I follow him. And I made sure I knew a way back.

"Scott what's going on?"I ask

"I'm going away for a couple of days..and I don't want you to come with me."he replies

"Okay..for how long?"I ask

"Awhile. My mom is staying here,where she's safe..and you and I...it won't work anymore."he replies

"Your brought me out here to say goodbye?"I ask

"To let you go,I'm sorry."he replies

I kiss him,tears running down my face,my arms wrapped around him.

I pulled off.

"Please..don't hurt me right now.."I said,sobbing

He kissed me and then wolfed out.

I started to sob and I fell to my knees.

"It's okay."says a man

I look up and it's Derek. He held me close. I broke free and started looking for Scott. My heart was aching..severely.

"Scott!!"I scream

I tripped and started crying. Not because I had tripped,I had my heart broken.

~*~

I wake up the next morning just fucking pissed the hell off.

I put on a black tube top,black skinny jeans and a black leather jacket. I put on eyeliner and some black combat boots.

I'm not cute,I'm not girly.

I went over to a motor store and bought a motorcycle.

"Why would a girl like you want with this?"asked the Salesman

"None of your business."I grin

I went to the preserve..and revved up the engine.

I went down the hills,but then the break broke.

I flipped off it and the thing when down into flames.

"Roslyn what in hell?!"yelled Derek

"I'm fine.."I stammer

I'm fine?