I wake up because I feel so cold.My head hurt so bad.I turn myself to the left and find my head on Taehyung's stomach.Taehyung?I can't remember even single thing about last night.
I thought I was on my bed but why I'm on the floor and exactly with Taehyung?
I quickly wake up and find my phone on the bed.It's fucking 11:45p.m.
I'm late for work though.I take a quick bath and leave a sticky note on Taehyung's forehead.Hehehe.I grab my phone on the table and twist the doorknob.
"Don't go"I look at Taehyung.
His eyes was half opened.
"I'm sorry but I have to go"
"Can't you stay here?"
"I can't Kim Taehyung.I'm sorry.I have to go"
"Can't you spend a few more minutes for your friend?At least you stay here and hear what am I going to say please?"
"Hmm okay"I can't ditch my friend for work.Just for a few minutes right?
"I want to start all again with you"He said.
I look at his eyes.I can't fall for him once again.I can't hurt myself again.All this years it's have been a nightmare for me.
"We never start anything but it ended a few year ago.I'm sorry Taehyung"I have to reject it.I won't allow him to hurt me all over again.
"I never end anything."He look at me with the deep look.My dear heart please.
"Stop it Taehyung.I can't.I'm going to work"I let go of his hand because he has hold it a few minutes ago.I get up and leave him alone.
I don't want to take bus.I just want to walk by myself.I need space to think.My face look horrible.I have a big eyebag and dark circle around my eyes.
Without I realize my tears stream down my cheeks slowly.I can't hold my tears.I just can't hide my true feelings.Screw that.I keep thinking and thinking until I bumped into someone.
"I'm sorry"said the man.He wear a black hoodie.Weird.
"Hey wait"He called again.
"Yes?"
"You don't remember me?"He asked.
"Did I know you?"
"I know you miss.I'm the one that gave you the mineral water at the park.Can you remember?"
"I'm sorry I'm suck at remembering"I laughed.I laugh even though it's the fake one.
"Well I don't introduce myself properly that day because I have emergency."he explained
"It's okay"
"My name is Park Jaehyun.I'm 22 years old"
"My name is Lee Halla.I'm 21 years old oppa"
"You're younger.Geez don't call me oppa.It's look like I'm too old"
"Okay"I chuckled.He's funny.
"Where are you going?"
"Ahh I'm going to........"My phone rang.It's Taehyung.
"I need to pick up the call.Sorry"I pick it up.He mouthed "It's okay"
"Hello"I start.
"Where are you Halla?"He asked me seriously.What's wrong with him.Is he on his period.God.
"I'm on way to the cafe.Why?"
"I thought you're suck at lying Halla but actually you're not."
"What do you mean by that?"I don't understand what he means.
"Who is that man?"He ask directly.
"Man?"
"Yeahhh.The one that is in front of you"
"He is my friend.What's wrong?"
"Now I know the real reason why you don't want to start all over again with me.You have find a new love though.I thought people never change.But you totally change"
"Wait I'm not in love with anyone.What's wrong with you?You should get marry soon.I'm hung up"
"What's wrong?It's look bad."Jaehyun ask
"It's nothing.It's just my friend"I give an excuse.Exactly.
"Oppa"
"Don't call me oppa Halla"
"Just let me please.I never have a brother before.Please?"
"If that so,what if I be your brother?"
"That's a good idea.Thank you oppa"I hug him.I let go of him.I realize it's a bit awkward.
"It's okay.I'm your oppa though"
"Want to drop at the cafe?I work there"
"Really?Okay"
..........
"Halla,why are you so late?"Hana said.It's 12:25 p.m.Geez It's noon.
"I'm sorry"I rub my neck.
"You smell like alcohol.How much did you drink Halla?"She slap my arm.
"Ahhhh.It's hurt.I don't know.Did I smell like alcohol?"
"Yes"she replied
I regret my decision to accompany Taehyung for drink.
To Be Continued.......
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I can't update for a while even now I have free from exam or class or homework.
BTS just mess up my mind with BS&T
My brain is run out of idea too.
