Alexa's POV:
~ at school ~
Today was simply amazing. I just got beat up by Loren, Ariel, and Arii and right now I am in the bathroom, cutting. Five cuts on each arm and seven cuts on each leg.
Why am I living anyway? I just don't wanna breathe anymore.
After, I went out of the bathroom and accidentally bumped into Loren. Great.
"What the fuck is your problem, asshole?" She yelled.
"Oh god, why is she here now?" Ariel rolled her eyes.
"Please just leave me alone." I said.
"And why would we wanna do that?" Arii crossed her arms.
Loren then grabbed my arm, unrolled the sleeves of my sweater, revealing my cuts.
"Cut deeper next time, okay honey?" She let go of my arm and kicked me on the stomach which made me fall on the ground.
"Goodbye you little blind shit." Arii said then they walked away, laughing.
Maybe I should cut deeper. I got my blade from my bag, unrolled my sleeves, and tried to go to the bathroom again. But someone stopped me and held me on the arm where I cutted. I flinched.
"Alexa! What are you doing?" Weston asked, worriedly.
"Weston, let me go, please." I said.
"What is that your holding?" He pointed at my blade and grabbed it from me.
"Give it back!" I yelled.
"No, Alexa! I'm never giving this back to you! You should really stop cutting!" Said Weston.
"But I just don't want to live anymore." I started tearing up so I ran away from him.
While I was running, I bumped into someone.
"Oh my god, I'm so sorry." He said.
"Its o-okay." I replied.
"Are you crying? Why?" He asked.
"Not that you really care. Not that anyone really cares." I started to cry more.
He then looked down my arm and saw my cuts. "Why? Why do you do this?" He pointed at them.
"And why should I tell you? I don't even know you." I said.
"My name is Mario Selman. Now you know me." He said.
Mario Selman... Isn't he the boy everyone has a crush on? Yeah, he is the one.
"So, can you tell me now?"
"Its because, its because no one really cares about me. No one loves me except my friend and my parents. Everyone just wants me to die. Everyone wants me to fucking kill myself. I don't deserve to live." I bursted into tears.
"Oh my god, Im so so sorry." Mario said, then hugged me. "I can be your friend. I'll be there for you, okay?"
I nodded, "Okay."
"What is your name by the way? And can I have your number?" He asked.
"My name's Alexa Stafford. And yeah, sure." I said, then we exchanged numbers. He smiled. Holy shit, that smile was just adorable.
Then for a second, I saw something, Color. That is what I saw. For the very first time. Then everything became black and white once again. I gasped.
"What? Why?" He questioned.
I can't tell him. I shouldn't. He might be one of them. He might bully me too.
"Oh, n-nothing." I said, he nodded.
I couldn't believe I actually saw color for the very first time...
"I'm sorry but I gotta go. When you need me, call me and I'll be there. Goodbye Alexa." He hugged me, I smiled.
"Thank you, Mario. Goodbye." I said. He let me go and left.
Could this be the start of something?
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Black and White {A Mario Selman fanfic}
Romance"He was the color to my black and white world"
