Thoughts

Thought #7

I hate caring. I care waaayyy too much for everyone! Especially one person, who idk if they even care if I live in die. Oh well tho. That's life. I grew up caring too much for others to block out everything that was going on in my house, so I guess me caring too much is all my fault.
I also hate being so trusting. Having some trust is normal!! But having trust in everyone you meet isn't. One of my favorite lyrics are "what is love? Baby, don't hurt me! Don't hurt me. No more.." Why?? Because I connect with these lyrics on a personal level. I don't know what love is, and yes, I'm only 13. But I'm so scared to get hurt! Because I have been hurt by lovers, family, friends, enemies, etc.