Story of the nonwise

What did i get myself into

A few days pass with more and more phone calls. I still won't block him, I miss him more and more every day. I have so much trouble letting the phone ring when he calls. I'm afraid to answer the phone because I don't want to give in and let him back in, he broke my heart and how do I forgive someone who broke my heart and trust them to not do it again?

I lay in bed after school listening to music most of the time but one day I don't listen to music. My mom comes in room and talks to me about hunter and once again I cry about it. Later my sister comes in and we talk about her boy problems. "I feel like he doesn't want me" my sister says. I sigh and think about hunter again. I go to the bathroom to change and get away from my thoughts. I hear something from my room, it might be my music that my sister turned on. I come out of the bathroom and my sister is using my phone, probably on the phone with one of my friends or her friends. Than she hands me the phone. "Sis it's hunter, he really wants to talk to you" she says not knowing him and I broke up... I sigh and say "hello?" I have to fake being happy because my sister is looking at me like I'm a big bowl of ice cream. "Hello beautiful, have you thought about what I said our last phone call?" He says with happiness in his voice. I wave my sister off telling her to get out of my room. "yes hunter I thought about it, and the answer is no. I want you out of my life, you are causing me more pain every time you talk to me and call me." I say knowing it's a lie, I miss him. "I know your lying Sammy, please, just give me one chance to earn your trust, I can take you out on a date, I can take you to the fair this weekend, I can take you anywhere you want. Please let me have one chance." He pleads. "Why should I?" I ask. " because you know I didn't mean to hurt you and it's only one shot, if I blow it I'll get out of your life."
"Fine hunter, this is your first chance to gain some trust. But your picking and planning everything out. It's your mistake your making up" I say regretting it after.
What did I get myself into?