Dear future me, today is September 29, 2016. You don't really feel comfortable with the people you are with now and you are desperately trying to change that to this day. You started talking to new people which makes you happy but you wish you were close with them more. You don't really appreciate your "best friend" (a.a) right now. You don't like her character and how she is affecting you but you put up with her anyways. You feel like she doesn't care about you and puts herself and other's before you. You have been getting close with someone you never thought you did (m.m) and he makes you feel special, you didn't know why he started acting like this??? but you like it. You enjoy the carpool after school, before not so much. You feel awkward due to knowing (j.s) likes you as well as (s.m) according to Ryan. It's all complicated and you don't like how things are going too fast, because you are barely a teen. You really feel happy about Samuel (tbd) who makes you feel happy and laugh, he is genuine and actually talks to you even with his growing fan base. You don't like your "best friend's" relationship with (a.r) you miss hanging out with them, separately. This isn't all but just basic unprivate info.
I am proud of you for making it to going onto 10 months of the year of 2016, it was and is a tough year for most including you but maybe it'll get better, maybe just maybe 2017 will be better or at least you'll miss the "simpler" times I'm experiencing this very second. Who knows.
