Mixed emotions

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Suddenly I open my eyes !!



Luke: babe! Guys she's awake!!


Jai: god Damm you had us worried what the hell happened?


Luke: Jai shut the fuck up leave her alone she must be tired


Jai: oops sorry ...


Me: it's ok Jai I'll explain later..


Luke: baby I miss you I wish I would have been-

Me: it's fine it's not your fault really it's not it's no ones fault it's mine...


Luke: guys can you leave us alone for a couple of minutes?

Daniel: sure man!!



They leave and Luke sits down next to me while a tear rolls down his cheek


Me: don't cry babe..


Luke: you've been here for 1 month and 2 weeks I thought you left me..


Me: babe no I'm never gunna leave you .. And really? Dammm where's Ju Ju?

Luke: Aww did you just say Ju Ju? And I'll go get him!!


I giggle and Justin walks in


Me: Ju Ju!!!

Justin: Bell!! I missed you so Damm much ..

Me: you don't think I didn't either?

Justin: we'll the doctor said you would be waking up today so everyone came!

Me: are the boys and you and mom everyone?

Justin:no!


Everyone comes in with balloons gifts like if I was having a baby or something


Pattie: sweety


Me; mom me!!


Justin: still have that baby voice (laugh)

Me: idiot (laugh)


Pattie: were leaving tomorrow morning to Canada

Me; no I'm going with Luke right Luke?


Luke: I'm sorry but you need to finish school I'll vist you as soon as I can I promise









Tears roll down my cheek and Luke wipes them off


Luke: babe it's gunna be fine I promise you it will be

Me: I guess I'll just miss you so so so so so much...


Luke: I'm with you right now tho

Me: I know (smile)





After a couple of hours the doctor lets me leave and then I see Austin....



Austin: Bell... Can we talk alone?


Luke: No back the fuck away from her you little cunt

Me: Luke...


Luke: sorry babe .

Austin: let me explain just please..

Me: May I?

I look at Luke

Austin: wow she has to ask you for permission to talk to me?


Luke: no I'm just protecting her not to get HURT again..


Me: Luke just wait in the car I'll be out In 5 minutes

Luke: ok be safe babe

Me: I will


I smile and hug him and kiss him



Me: you have 5 minutes make it quick


Austin: Bell... I sorry I left you I didn't mean to I walked in and the girls pulled me and I left and looked for you but you were gone I ran and ran and found a group of guys beating the fuck out of you so I told them to let go but they shot me in the leg ..


Me: omg Austin are you ok?

Austin: are you kidding ? Are you alright is the question they were gunna shot you but I got in the way because I still loved you


Me: aww Austin can I see?


He shows me and I kiss his leg and he smiles



Austin: I'm sorry for keeping you waiting good bye

Me: bye

I start to walk away but turn around and run to his arms and hug him tightly


Me; I'm sorry Austin I still love you to but I have to let go..


Austin: we'll see eachother again when I'm off of tour ok?

Me: good luck with the tour bye



He hugs me one more time and kisses my cheek and I walk away and get in the car


Luke: that took long..


Me; I know but nothing happened

Luke: as long as your here I'm fine











After 15 minutes I fell asleep in Likes arm since he was comfortable , warm, and cozy !!





Luke: babe were here at the airport


Me: 5 more minutes (mumble)


Luke: actually were late (laugh)


I get up and I get my stuff and we walk in

Luke: we'll I guess this is good bye for now till I come


Me: aww ill miss you..


Luke: me to babe



We said our goodbyes then I sat down next to Justin


Me: Ju Ju can we talk?


Justin: what's up?


Me: Austin told me I love him but I love him but at the same time I love Luke but I wanna let go out Austin tho


Justin: wow ... Look I know what kind of situation your in just listen to your heart and if your heart says none or Luke or Austin trust me it's for the best


Me: thanks Ju Ju you always have the best advise


Justin: your welcome sis



I fall asleep and we arrive in Canada



Me: finally I'm home


Justin; I know being away for so long makes me feel normal being here


Me: I know


We go home and I smile remembering my childhood then I get a text from Luke









From: Luke x
Hey babe I miss you </3 how you doing baby girl?

To: Luke x
I'm fine and I miss you to </3 and nothing just missing you

From: Luke x
Ok baby we'll I'll call you in a bit I'm at work and I already got caught bye!!

I laugh and text him back and then I unpack my stuff and take a nap





I wake up at like 12pm since we got home at 5pm I go downstairs and see Justin with Lil Twist and Za.



Me: Hey Ju Ju

Justin;'oh Hey Bell


lil twist: dammmm some one got sexier...


I roll my eyes and go to the kitchen and make my self a sandwich

Lil twist: how about you and me go upstairs and handle our dilemma?

I ignore him and take my good upstairs and lock my door and go on my phone


"22 text messages"


Me: fuck dammm


I open them and half of them were good bye texts and then I panick less and then Luke calls me








Luke: baby what's up?

Me: hey babe I miss you


Luke: me to how was your day what did you do?

Me: we'll I got home texted you fell asleep woke up and got up and ate then you called

Luke: what an exciting day huh?

Me; yeah so exciting (laugh)

Luke: so guess what?

Me: what?


Luke: I'm going to Canada in less than a week to see you!!

Me; omg I'm so happy!!!


Luke: me to



We talked for hours and hours then I fell asleep and hung up
















I wake up and get up and go downstairs and smell nothing nothing absoulty nothing..



Me: Mom!!


No answer


Me: Ju Ju?

No answer

Me: must be at work and the studio



I pour myself cereal and start eating then I felt some one hug me from behind.... Who could it possibly be?

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