We finally arrived we'll we didn't know until Jai pushed us and Started laughing
Luke: fuck off cunt
Jai: get all mad!!
Me: guys stop fighting (laugh)
It got awkward until Beau told us to get off and Jai got off first while Luke held my hand I felt better safe and warm we finally got off
Luke: home sweet home
Beau: we've only been gone for a couple of hours fuck
Luke: shut the fuck up Beau
We all started laughing then we finally went inside
Daniel: Partyyyyy time!!!
Beau: help me set up the drinks
Me: I'll be right back I'm gunna go to the restroom
Luke: okay babe
I left because I NEEDED to cut just this one time at least so I can calm down it's just that I don't wanna be a singer I never really have Justin sort of forced me but I went along with it because i didn't wanna go back to that orphanage then it would be awful!
I get inside and lock the door and look for a razor something to calm my nerves down I finally found one and I cut myths bottom of my hip several time I felt so much better but I knew I shouldn't of done it but I swear I won't until this nerve comes back as it'll be for a while till it does hopefully....
I wipe off the cut and go sick outside pale white I knew Beau would suspect something...
Beau: umm Bell are you alright?
Me: yeah ..
Luke: Babe follow me I need to show you something
He gras my hand gently and takes me to his room .... Shit I hope we don't have sex or else he would see the cuts..
Luke: look !!
I look and see a different bunk bed they got BIGGER beds enough to fit maybe 3 people the most
Me: oh god.. (Laugh)
Luke: come on!
Me: I like it but it's just that never mind (laugh)
Luke: I know what your thinking and no it's because Jai said the other ones were crappy so we got new ones but pretty soon il were gunna have separt rooms so just for now (smile)
Me: yeah yeah yeah
Luke: let's go ..
We leave and when we get back Beau asks me if he can talk to me ALONE!!!
Me: uhh- ok
Luke: better not Fuken flirt Beau
Beau: I'm not!!
Luke: I know I'm just fucking around
I follow Beau and we go to his room and he closes the door
Beau: I know you did something now tell me!!
Me: I didn't-
Beau: I'm not stupid dido you cut yourself?
Me: I -I- I'm sorry Beau it's just that ONCE in a while I get this nerve an I HAVE to or I'll be bitchy like really I really didn't want to I just did it I'm sorry -
He cuts he off and hugs me
Beau: look I'm not mad but you need to stop before Luke finds out and in here even if you need some one to talk to I here
Me: thanks Beau can you keep a secret ?
Beau: sure what is it?
Me: I don't want to be a singer so I quit and I know that wen I go back to Canada Justin is gunna get mad and probably make me go back to singing
Beau: wow? Did you even wanna be a singer?
Me: honestly no but I thought it would be cool but it's not it sucks honestly ..
Beau: it's fine if Justin understand maybe you can just write music fr other celebrities?
Me: I never thought of that but I'll think about it but just don't tell no one I'll tell Luke but I don't even think my family knows I'm here in Melbourne ..
Beau: really? We'll let's get back there gunna except something (laugh)
Me:'right (laugh)
We leave and Luke and everyone states at us awkwardly....
Beau: we just talked for fucks sake (laugh)
Luke: nah it's fine I dont mind come on babe
I go sit next to Luke and at on his lap
Luke: so...
Me:I gotta go take this call be right back
I look at my phone and I see that Justin is calling me fuck he might know...
Justin: Hello?
Me:hi
Justin: Bell why did you quit?
Me: I just I never wanted to be a singer as Scooter forced me to date Austin and I couldn't ...,.
Justin: I'm not mad but you at least need to finish the tour..
Me:ohh umm I'm in Melbourne right now...
Justin: ohh we'll show me the address and I'll go pick you up tomorrow? I'll finish the tour with you ok?
Me: alright thanks Justin love you your the best
Justin; love you to bye
He hangs up and I go back to Luke
Luke: what's wrong?
Me: it was Justin
Luke: what did he say
Me: he's coming to pick me up tomorrow... Because I HAVE to finish the tour ..
Luke; aww babe Damm it I'm gunna miss you
Me: me to...
We spent the rest if the day together and then Justin picked me up early and we left ...
(Sorry it was short I'll make the next chapter a little longer)
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