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After recovering from Haru being kidnapped we finally went home. As we pull up from the drive Izayas attitude seems different from the time in the hospital. The car breaks at stop, before Izaya gets out of the car I grab his hand. " Is everything alright you seem off.?" I ask calmly letting go of Izayas hand. He stars at me and then looks away getting out of the car to get Haru out from his car seat. " Izaya.. can you answer me.?" He just shakes his head and grabs sleeping Haru and his dipper bag and walks in the house completely ignoring me.
I walk inside the house, I'm getting ignored by my lover.. geez I want to know what is wrong with him. Izaya walks past me giving me a cold shoulder, " Baby, what's wrong.?" I ask again. He stars at me bluntly well holding sleeping Haru in his hands, " Nothing Mikado." He mumbles. I limp over to him, god I hate being hurt after fights. " You should go rest, I can take care of Haru. " His eyes meet with mine. " No not tell you tell me what's wrong.?" I say coming closer to Izaya and the baby. He smirks " I'm not telling you." He says honestly.
I cross my arms and nod " Fine then be like that, I'll rest. " Izaya chuckles and rolls his eyes at me. I slightly pull Izaya down by the shirt to kiss me but he pulls back and gestures for me to go to bed. " Go sleep, I'll spoil you later."
() Izayas POV ()
Mikado walks off into our bedroom to rest to fully recover. Harus sound asleep in my arms, god this little Orihara is so adorable asleep. I'm keeping my secret from Haru because I don't want him to get worried or he doesn't need to know my opinions. He's better off knowing I love him and Haru and want nothing to happen to them. Haru starts to cry and I start patting his back carefully, his hand is wrapped in bandages from what happened.
He opens his beautiful eyes and looks at me " Hey little guy, your other daddy is sleeping.. don't cry." I say wrapping him in my arms. " Wahh-ah Wahh" He cries out, I walk to his room and check his dipper and lay him back in bed, he later on falls asleep. I walk into our master bedroom and check on Mikado, He sleeps beautifully under the covers. I feel horrible not telling him what I have to do. Nami told me to write him a note before I left, I grab paper and pen and start writing down things and reasons why I'm leaving for now.
As I write the not quietly my eyes start to tear up knowing I'm going to leave the two most important people. After I'm done I leave the note on the desktop and start packing my bag. I walk outside of the house and lock it up knowing that they will be safe now. My phone vibrates in my pocket, I answer " Hello... ?" I say. " You ready to go, I'm almost to your house." Shinra says. " Yup.. I guess see ya when you get here?" I hang up and wipe away the tear that where falling down my face.
I see Shinra pull up into the driveway and wave at me, I hope into his passenger seat as I sink into the leather seat and see the last glimpse of our home and the memories locked into it. As we pull out of the drive I feel the overwhelming regret come out of me. " Hey.. don't cry, Its okay Izaya. I know its hard but this is the only way to protect your loved ones. Just because your leaving doesn't mean you wont be back.!" Shinra says patting my back on the way to the airport. I nod and start balling, " I know I'll be back its just hard.. if I did stay then something would happen to them. But if I leave I can protect my baby and my husband." Tears fall down to my face and then onto hand. I see my wedding ring and try to remember Holding Mikado and Haru in my arms.
Shinra smiles, " Just know they aren't alone and either are you.! Mikado will understand why you did this..!" He says in a cheerful voice. " Yeah I hope so.?" I say well wiping away my tears and holding tightly onto Mikado's shirt, smelling to remember him by. I look out of the car into the scenery and hope I made the right choice or its my family on the line.
Izaya remembering memories with Mikado x Haru
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