Innocence

Chapter Two

"What the fuck did you do that for?" Jamie yelled furious at Megan 

"Take it easy James, I know what I'm doing."

"Oh really?!? well do you mind telling me, since you're making my decisions for me"

"Relax will you!" Megan retorted getting annoyed " Listen we are going to the party tonight okay so stop acting like you're about to lose it."

Jamie moved from angry to just frustrated and then confused. 

"If we're going ...why did you tell him we cant?"

"Because Jamie, you cant make it that easy! don't make him think you were waiting for an invitation. Let him think he is the last thing on your mind. When you do that, he will be even more interested" Megan assured.

Jamie sighed "okay fine" she said. She was willing to do anything so objecting really was'nt an option. 

After they went for the walk around camp grounds Jamie and Megan stumbled upon a lake where they found some of the girls skinny dipping. Jamie always knew she was attracted to girls but this secret was one she could never tell Megan. She feared that she would look at her differently. Jamie never had a real sexual encounter with a girl before but she had no problem if it ever happened.

One day in the girls locker room after swimming some of the girls were getting undressed. Jamie couldn't help but staring, when they left she was about to start masturbating to get rid of the sexual feelings when Marielle Johnson came toward her naked, with her long blond hair falling over her left breast. Marielle was a well know lesbian in the school but since she was so gorgeous no one would dare criticise. 

"Does this excite you Jamie?" she had said while she shifted her hair so gently. Jamie's nipple ached she could feel the moisture forming between her legs. The closer Marielle came the more Jamie wanted to have her way with her.

"Uh no, no it does'nt, why should it?" She lied and they both knew it. Marielle looked at Jamie's naked chest and smiled "oh really, they don't say so" she kissed Jamie on the cheek I'm here anytime you wanna suck, hm mm i mean talk" she giggled and that made Jamie's legs quiver. Marielle put on her shirt and left the room. 

"Hey, hello come back to planet earth James" Megan said as she snapped her fingers to get Jamie's attention.

"Oh sorry" Jamie said coming back to reality.

"Are you coming or not?" Megan was already half dressed.

"Na you can go ahead I'm a lil tired." Jamie hadn't lied she was tired, but that was not the only reason she declined. Earlier she saw Marielle in the water looking at her with her hands between her legs. There were way to many girls around and Jamie was not ready to be classified as a lesbian. 

Later that evening the girls were getting prepared for the party. Megan was excited while she applied her make up, while Jamie was scared as she brushed back her red hair in to a cute little pony tail.

"Moe im confused should i wear like, cute underwear just in case something happens?" she asked.

"Yea always wear cute undies when you're going out.That way if you get raped you get raped looking gorgeous" they both giggled and applied lip gloss.

"Oh and by the way" Megan said "let your hair loose, you look too innocent." Jamie rolled her eyes and did as she was told.

 The girls were not allowed to go near the boys' dorm so the party had to be top secret. It took place at 12:30 am just to be safe. When the girls arrived the guys were ecstatic, whistling and and acting like gorillas. They all played sex games and drank beers endlessly. The smell of the cigarettes filled the summer air.

Jamie was not gonna make that spoil her night one bit, unfortunately she and Megan got separated during the first 20 minutes they arrived. Jamie looked all over for her but eventually gave up after her forth beer and plus all she saw were girls making out with each other and with guys. She actually felt really jealous and disgusted so she decided to go to the bathroom to satisfy herself, but when she entered the bathroom what she saw made her head spin even more.

"Tony?"

"Hey Jamie, I thought you weren't coming!" Tony shouted. He looked happy but Jamie couldn't tell if it was real or just her imagination. 

"Yea ....well we finished unpacking early and I thought since we were bored, why not? What are you dong in here anyway?" she sat on a stool near the toilet.

"Well i was actually hiding."

"Hiding, from who? Jamie giggled she was surprised at how calm she was, then she realized it could have been the beers.

"Well the guys dared me to make out Marielle" Tony confessed.

"Why not just do it, you're not hurting anyone.. it's just kissing."

"Come on Jamie she's a lesbian it would be like kissing a guy and plus why would i want to kiss her when i have feelings for someone else?" Tony moved closer, Jamie's heart began to pound like a  sledgehammer. 

"What do you mean?" she said.

He sat on the toilet  "you know what i mean."

He leaned forward and kissed her and this time she let him. She could feel the passion on his lips, he reached for her breast but then pulled back his arm. She figured he wanted to be polite but her hormones were raging. She then took his hand and placed it firmly on her breast. His lips left hers and he started kissing her neck.

There she thought this is it, it's time and she enjoyed every minute of it her nipples pressed against her fuchsia blouse begging for freedom. Suddenly the door barged open. It was Megan she seemed afraid.

"Uh I'm really sorry you guys but, Jamie we need to go now. The camp officials are here they crashed the fucking party" Tony silently cursed under his breath as Jamie got up to leave.

"Jamie wait.." He said. She turned back disappointed and confused and so many other emotions running through her head.

"Tomorrow night could you meet me at the lake at about eleven?" Jamie was dumbfounded she found to hard to speak.

"I-I-I don't know Tony" She looked at Megan who was ready to yell at her, as she mouthed the word yes. 

"Sure I'll be there."

"Great" he said.

"Common hurry we have to pass through the window" Megan said as she interrupted the awkward moment of silence.