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I'm  so worried for my mom and sister, they took it the hardest, I mean I had my moments (a.k.a. Locking myself in our car and screaming.) But... I'm so worried, My mom was her mom, and my sister was her second mom... I just wanna... I want her back, when we went to Target, my mom started crying because in the shopping thingie, area thing where she.... died, was like a block away.... My mom kept saying how it was her fault that they're probably keeping her body from rotting with some medication because they're too cheap to keep her.... In a fridge... My baby sister.... She's all cold and stiff, I just want to hear her bell, and feel her scratch me, I want her to wreck my shoes!

I JUST WANT HER BACK


I CAN'T GET HER BACK

AND NOW I HAVE TO SEE MY FAMILY AROUND ME SUFFER

OH MY GOD.

I S W E A R. I just....

I'm not doing this for attention, I just need to vent. But, for a very long while, I've considered comitting suicide. But seeing the effect the..... death..... omfg I hate saying that, of Arya had in my family, I can't even think about it. I don't want to hurt them, I really don't... I woke up in the morning of the 30th of Semp. to my mother wailing, "LA QUIERO AQUI!" Over and over and over and over. ((Translation: I WANT HER HERE!)) And, there's this like 1st grader we drop off at school everyday, but when he started to open the door, he jokingly said, "Make sure the dog doesn't get out!" I was about to slap him, I know he doesn't understand but, I glared at him, HARD. I said, "Don't you dare say that." Then we had to get the hoe a donut.



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And before my mom left the vet, a lady said, "We'll give her lots of love."

BUT ALL THEY HAVE HER WAS DEATH

FUCKING DEATH

THEY KILLED HER

THEY KILLED MY BABY SISTER

THEY'RE HURTING MY FAMILY








I'm sorry.... I just.... I really needed to do that. If you read through that... Oml, props to you for reading my crap. I'm not gonna re-read it for any spelling errors or anything cuz I don't wanna think about it.....

She's not dead....
She can't be....
She can't...
She f*cking can't.

BUT THOSE HOES HAVE HER DEATH










Bye.
-This mothertrucker whose on hiatus.

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