There is always a saying,
Your dream show you what you really wants,
Whether is it good or bad,
Nightmare or sweet dreams,
The dream you have happened for a reason.
Is it trying to hint me how I really felt subconsciously toward him?
I felt so troubled, confused, distressed and irritated.
It not the first time it had happened.
Those dream are haunting me for days,
Do I like him? I don't even know.
The scariest thing is not about talking to someone else about this,
Not even confessing to him,
or letting people know I may have a thing for him,
But finding out how I really feel.
I don't even know my feeling,
I don't even know the me I used to know anymore.
I decided to put an end,
I know those happy ending happened in my dream isn't real.
I confessed to him with my half-assed feeling to put an end to those dream,
even knowing I will be rejected.
I know it coming, but I don't care.
I want to cut my feeling for him right away,
before he become everything that I ever want.
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My Story, My Life
RandomMy little diary. (interactive blog - diary) A book that contain all of my feeling, interest, what I see and experience, in other words, my life. Recorded every little thing that happen to me. Based on per day view.
