My Story, My Life

27/9/16, Tuesday

He replied just the way I had expected.

He told me he respect me for my braveness,

I told him that liking someone is not a embarrass thing, 

so there is nothing to be afraid of.

But I guess I should have thank him,

for saying me as a nice person in the end.

For saying that I am a person who treat my friend well.

To be honest, I did not feel as sad as I expect I will be,

Believe it or not,

I smile it through when I reading his reply.

I didn't even cry,

to be honest, even now, 

I still not sure about my feeling for him.

But still, to say I don't feel anything about the rejection will be lie,

Rejection hurt, no matter it is from the one you loves or your friends

I am sad that he don't feel the same but happy at the same time as I can finally moved on.

And I believe that those dream will finally stop.

Finally stop giving me false sign and hope as by now,

my subconscious will finally give up and move on.