O N E| Super Zay

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2 WEEKS AFTER CONCEPTION BUT 4 WEEKS AFTER LAST MENSTRUATION CAUSE THATS HOW DOCTORS MEASURE WEEKS K.

R I L E Y.

'I'm sorry I have to leave you when you're sick but my family want me home for my uncle's arrival.' Lucas complained kissing my forehead and sighing. I gave him a reassuring smile and snuggled into his chest.

'Lucas it's fine Maya is coming over soon and I haven't vomited in a while. I'll be fine go have fun without me.' I effused into his chest before looking into his beautiful eyes I fall in love with every time I look into them. He examined my pale face and gave me a sympathetic smile before pushing his soft lips against my cheek. My side felt cold and I assumed that Lucas had left. I waited until I heard a door close then some noise then another door close good. Commence plan and go. I grabbed my pre-packed bag and sprinted out the bay window. I have had this plan worked out since I was 4 days late. I pride myself on never being late ever.

I arrived at the drug store out of the New York cbd. I was not going to take ANY risks at all. Google maps showed that there was hotel next door that had a toilet open to the public and if I had to buy something so be it. I walked to the aisle and got my items 5 to be exact and went to the counter and payed letting the odd glances slip. They could be for my friend or My mum and if I reacted they would know it's mine. I walked out of the disgusting drugstore and into the "Fairmont" hotel. I had dressed neat casual because by the looks of the online ad it looked somewhat fancy and I didn't want to look like a homeless person asking to use the bathroom. Wouldn't want to tarnish there rep. To my surprise the toilet was located at the front of the hotel before the entrance to the restaurant. I went into the disabled and did my business.

I set the timer up and sat down and look at the bleak grey walls. What were my parents going to think? What was Lucas going to think? What if he left I mean it's a lot. My brain was clouded with ugly questions that I knew would inevitably need answers. My body shivered as a surge of fear shook my body. In nine months time I was legit going to push a baby out of me. Well that's if the test showed up positive but deep down I knew it was going to. I had every single sign.

I will not tell Lucas until I have been to one doctors appointment. But who would I tell? Maya would flip and force me to tell Lucas and to be honest I was more scared to tell her than Lucas. Farkle would tell me all these scary statics and make sure I had this done and ugh that's too much. My parents were definitely not an option. Josh would tell Maya considering they've been dating for 1 year. The only person I hadn't thought of was ZAY. He would lighten the mood not tell anyone and he would be awesome. It is decided I will tell Zay.

The loud ringing blasted through my ears making me jump in shock practically, hitting my head on the toilet paper dispenser. Those toilet paper dispensers always out to get me.
I hesitantly stood up and walked over to the five sticks that lay next to each other. Closing my eyes I picked up three of them and stared at the result.

I felt my eyes sting and I fell to the ground balling my eyes out.

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'So you're pregnant.' Zay whispered his expression mirroring someone who had just seen a ghost for the first time. I felt uneasy thinking about how he would probably have the best reaction.

'Yep and before you ask no he doesn't know.' I replied trying my best to stay calm in the crowded restaurant that Zay forced me to meet him at. It's very hard to be passive when you have something growing inside of you, and you're only 18 and no one knows Except your goofball friend.

'Well I'm happy for you sugar and I respect your decision to not tell just yet. I will happily accompany you to the first TWO doctors appointments. After that you tell him.' Zay stated firmly taking another sip of his virgin mohito.

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