(Anna's POV)
We arrived at his house.He opened my door and I got out.I rubbed my arms for warmth as we walked up his front steps.He smiled at me and opened the door."SURPRISE!" Tons of youtubers jumped out and yelled.
Me:I'm confused...
Shane:Merry Christmas
I teared up and hugged him tight.When I pulled away he started speaking over the music.
Shane:Hey,Let's go meet everybody!
Me:OK!
He grabbed my hand and lead me to some people.I met Shanna,Bree,Meghan,Joey,Lisa(who was really nice)and tons of other people! Suddenly,I started breathing heavily.Oh no.My Anxiety was kicking in,with my Clostraphobia.I was having trouble breathing.I forgot my pills at home,so I ran through the crowd and into the white snow.I sat down and buried my head in my knees.I was shaking very badly.I felt alone and scared.I heard someone open the door,but didn't look.Someone sat next to me.
???:Why did you leave?
Me:I-I...C-Crowd...Lot...P-People
I must sound like an idiot.He embraced me with a warm hug.
Shane:Shh...Shh...It's ok
He was whispering things in my ear trying to calm me down.Eventually,It worked.He stood up and held out his hand I took it and he pulled me up.I saw he had a radio.
Me:What song will it play?
Shane:You'll see...
He pressed play and "This Christmas Life" started playing.I smiled and he smiled back.It started lightly snowing and I twirled around.I closed my eyes and tilted my head back.I opened them and started into the gorgeous eyes of Shane Dawson.
Shane:Care to dance?
Me:S-Sure
We started dancing slowly and in the chorus we started twirling and doing crazy dancemoves.I closed my eyes and imagined the fantasy i had the day i met Shane.Shane pulled me closer and we looked in eachother's eyes.He held up a mistletoe and kissed me at the end of the song.This was my dream come true.For the first time,I felt...whole.Like people cared.I felt like...I mattered.My stomach filled with butterflies.We pulled away.
Shane:Will you,Anna Dutcher,Go out with me?
I kissed him,slowly,but with passion.I pulled away and he smiled.
Me:Does that answer your question?
Shane:Hmm...I might need another to confirm...
I laughed and kissed him on the nose.
Shane:Tease...
