I Can't Let You Go

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           Brendon's POV
       Sarah looks over at her parents and see's that they aren't even paying attention to us. Standing up,  she takes my hand again and leads me into the kitchen.  I follow her as she goes up the stairs. 
     She opens her room door and goes in.  I wait for an invite in.  She looks at me like she's waiting. I take this as a hint and go in.  Her room is nice and neat. 
  

    

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She sits down on the bed and I sit in the desk chair

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She sits down on the bed and I sit in the desk chair.  I don't want to make her  comfortable.  She was definitely not uncomfortable on the bed in your room. 
     She shakes her head at me and pulls the chair over to the bed.  It's easy since it has wheels.  She sits back down on the bed so I'm directly in front of her. I look down at her hands. 
     "Are you okay?" She asks.  She can tell I'm not acting like myself. I didn't take the pills but I'm trying to act calm.
     "Yeah, it's just- I don't want to lose you. I really don't. I've never felt this way and it's weird for me. You're all holy and that scares the hell out of me. Your parents don't like me, that mattered to me. I'm tired of only being seen as the guy you cusses and left the church. You see beyond that and not many people do. I can't lose you," I tell her. She touches the side of my face. 
     "I'm not going anywhere if you don't want me to," she says. I smile and lean in the same time she does.  Our lips touch and my body just seems to be on fire.  Just one touch from her can do that to me.  It's scary,  but exciting as hell. 
     She grips my shoulders and pulls me down to her, so I'm off the chair.  We brake away from the kiss and look into each others eyes.  "Tell me how you want to go with this, so I don't ruin anything."
     "I'll tell you when to stop," she says.  I nod and go back to kissing her.  She's like a drug, and I'm an addict that has to have it. My lips go down to her jaw and neck.  A soft moan escapes her lips as I suck gently on her skin.  Her hips raise and grind against mine. Well shit.
      Her hands grip my back as I my mouth finds gets again.  "My eyes!" Raelee says.  We pull apart.  "Your parents were looking for you. I came to get you but I never thought that Miss.Holy would be getting it on," she says. 
     "That was not happening," Sarah says.  We stand up and go down the stairs.  We grab water bottles to make it look like we just got water them got caught up in conversation. 
   
  
    

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