IMAGINE...
Steven Rogers was your guilty pleasure. He was constantly on your mind and you had never even said a word to him. The only thing Hydra was unable to wipe was your infatuation with the captain with S.H.E.I.L.D.'s super soldier. The way his muscles bulge and he can take control. It didn't matter though. You worked for Hydra. You worked with the Winter Soldier and were told to kill him. But there was a force inside of you saying don't. It was love. You could have your gun aimed and ready to shoot but you couldn't bring yourself to shoot the love of your life.
Steve had no idea but he too felt a strain. He dreaded missions that involved hunting you and Bucky down. His best friend and his love. It only made him more protective. But you two had never even talked. It was just the feeling when you look at someone and just immediately smile and want to go over and kiss them.
But this wasn't a normal mission for the Avengers they had strict order from Fury to not return to base without you and The Winter Soldier. He wanted you alive also. Steve sat in the cockpit nervously driving the jet. No one knew of his feeling towards the enemy. He couldn't kill you not after all the dreams of you two he had. He wanted to save you and live happily ever after as corny as that might be. Natasha came into the front and sat next to him.
"Steve I know this is difficult but once we get them maybe we'll save them."
"Yeah right Fury just wants them dead. I won't get Buck back. I need Buck and (y/ N)." He shook his head mumbling the last.
Steve closed his eyes for a second and Natasha too it that as a cue to leave. Once they landed they knew they would face Rumlow. They were to infiltrate the base and get you too out of the cyrofreezers and bring you to fury. You were not completely brainwashed but you were a super soldier. They got past Rumlow and his fags surprisingly fast and were left to get you. Steve walked into the room and was immediately overwhelmed. He looked at you alive body float in the yellow liquid. That was his girl. Then they found Bucky asleep in a chair strapped in, in the next room.
"So cap, um plan of attack? Natasha questioned.
"Sam and I will get Bucky hopefully he will have had time to recover and get calm. Tony and Clint get (y/n). Vision and Wanda guard. Please don't hurt her." Steve realized what he said and hurried away with Sam.
"Buck, Buck wake up." Steve repeated keeping his distance.
"Your mom is Sarah. It's Sarah." The Winter Soldier exclaimed waking up. He looked at Steve with broken eyes."(y/ N)!"
"She's fine and in good hands. Don't worry but we have to get you both out of here." You were taken to the compound and put into cells. Two days of being there the door opened and Steve entered with Bucky.
"Steve!" You exclaimed running to him. You engulfed him into a hug. You then backed away after not getting a hug in return. "I'm sorry it was an impulse I just felt something telling me to do that."
"It's alright (y/n)."
"Um I think you guys have some talking to do so I'm gonna go." Bucky said awkwardly itching his neck. He left letting the door lightly slam on the way out.
"I know I'm an assassin you probably don't trust me at all and I just weirded you out by hugging you. Oh my I finally caring on a conversation with you Steven Rodgers that I've been crushing on hard ever since my mission to kill you. Oh crap I'm rambling and that probably wasn't the best thing. I want really gonna kill you. I love you. Oh shit. 'Scuse my language. Well yo.." Steve cut you off with his chuckle.
"Don't worry my little killer. I love you too all the way back to when I read yours and Bucky's folder. And you thought you hug was awkward just wait for this." He wrapped his hands around his waist and kissed you passionately.
"You'll get in trouble."
"Oh doll remember who the Captain is."
