e + g.d imagines

break ; g

y/n;

i stared at the acting couple, smiling as the director called 'action!'. the two got in their position and began their lines.

"hey, sorry i'm late." gray whispered behind me. i smiled and shushed him so we wouldn't get in trouble.

"i thought my heart would be broken forever. but now that you're here, i'm healed." the female actress swooned over ethan.

"i never thought that a guy like me would meet a girl like you. much less fall in love; so fast, so hard, so fully. i hope it's not too soon to say this but i love you y/n-no, i love you kelly! no, samantha! cut!" ethan jumped around while swing him arms.

i stood there in shock, not knowing what to do. grayson looked over at me with a not-so-shocked face.

"nice coaching." he muttered before walking away.

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i looked out onto the balcony in search for grayson. he was sitting by the window, holding a water bottle in his hands. i faintly smiled and climbed through the other window, sitting next to him.

"you want to talk about what just happened?" he asked while staring out afar, not looking at me.

"you mean how the director had a nervous breakdown?" i tried to lighten up the mood but it clearly wasn't working.

he finally glanced at me, "i'm talking about you and ethan. something that i seem to do a lot of lately."

i bit my lip and softly shook my head. there was only so much that i could do to explain what had happened back on set. "we rehearsed that scene a million times; he got confused. it could happen to anybody."

his serious-saddened face stayed the same, "could it? i just can't help feeling that you two have something more; and i don't even think that you realize it."

"gray, he's my best-"

"your best friend, yeah i know!" he exclaimed and stood up, setting his drink to the side, and leaned against the railing. "you say that more often than you say 'boyfriend'."

now i stood up, "well, it's true! he is."

he exasperatedly scoffed and began using his hands while talking. "oh come on, y/n. you have to see it! that moment on the roof, the love note, you lying to me about him being back home. i can't do this. i can't be in a relationship where i'm constantly questioning everything. i always feel like i'm in second place."

everything was hitting me like a cinder block. all of his words processed through my brain. i held my hand to my heart and my voice became lower. "wait, are you breaking up with me? because that's not fair, i didn't do anything wrong!"

"will you look me in the eyes - right now - and tell me that you don't have feelings for ethan?"

"gray, i spent my whole life being in love with you. i mean, i never even had a minute to think about how i feel about ethan!"

grayson's eyes were watering and his voice was now shaking tremendously. "maybe it's time you did," he sucked in a breath and let it out. "and maybe we take a timeout while you do."

"gray-"

"i'm sorry, y/n." he looked for the right words to say. "i-just, i don't know what else to do. i love you but something just doesn't feel right."

with that, he picked up his bottle and climbed back through the window. i was left alone on the balcony, soaking in my own tears and heartbreak.

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a/n; i got this from baby daddy haha