Pet Peeves And Rants

I'm sorry

I'm going to be taking a long break from Wattpad. Since Friday, I'm been crying so much. Everything is just a downhill spiral. I feel like everyone hates me. I was invited to SEVEN HOUSES, and my mom said no to all of them. Today, I was invited to hang out with three other friends. Last night, my mom said yes. No she's yelling at me saying no. Try to imagine what I'm going through! Constant stress and pressure, having to keep an image to my family, that's not even close to what I feel, having to make excuses for my actions so people won't avoid me, at school, I have to keep up the facade of me being a nerd who yells, when really I want to be left alone.

I've completely shut everything out. I pretend to be happy, but I go home and cry.

I'm sorry.