I stopped everything. Just thinking about her. She's happy right? I hope she is. I just wish she was happy with me. But I she's happy.
Matty? I asked trying to see if she was done in the shower.
Not long after I hear the door open.
Yea Rose? Her hair why was it blonde. She died it. Why?
I was just seeing if you were done because I kinda need a hot bath. She gave me that look. That be careful look.
Rose. Be careful I can't have you dying on me. And don't forget about Lexi.
Lexi. She doesn't care about me. Matty. I just care too much about her. I don't even care about what happens to me all I care about is her. Soon I started crying.
I closed the bathroom door and locked it. Making sure Matty won't be able to come in.
Why did I do that. Why did I do her so wrong. I love her. She's losing love while mine growing. Make it stop.
I will always love her. I was so stupid. All I know is her feelings mean more to me then my own. I hope she's happy.
I care about her. I love her. I was crying so much I didn't even realize I was cutting. It was so many. So much blood.
I couldn't even see the old cuts. All I was able to see was blood. I quickly turned on the shower. Getting a towel to clean up the blood in the floor. And another to try to stop the bleeding. I get in the shower making sure not to wet the cuts.
FUCK! I scream out in pain.
ROSE?!?!?!?!? ARE YOU OKAY??? Here goes miss worry too much.
Yea Matty. I just hit my head. I lied so easily.
Oh okay well hurry we have to leave soon.
Oh god I totally forget she was taking me out. Something I didn't want to do.
Okay Matty. I said a little mad
I soon get out do my hair. And put in some jeans a white shirt and plain black sneakers.
Here we go. I said a little annoyed.
Next chapter will be about where Rose and Matty went.
~charisma
