Bully. // Dolan twins story

Ch. 5: Video and dates

I woke up at 7:00 am and put my hair and a shower cap and rinsed off my body because I don't want to take the time when I'm about to go get to done. I got dressed in what I am warring for the YouTube video and I did my makeup and my mom was calling me to the car so we could leave. *outfit shown below*

When we got to the Solon I met the girl who will be doing my hair from now on. She was really nice and told me that we can talk about whatever I want when I am here and she is really a nice person and I feel really comfortable with talking to her about my random life. When I was letting my hair coloring sit I got my nails done and they look so perfect I can't even deal with it. And then a few hours later my hair was done and I was so happy I was close to crying but I kept myself from doing that because I probably would look like a weirdo but this is my hair and nails and my makeup looks like the girl in the picture *shown below*

I was so happy with how I liked I felt like a newer, more confident person.i them quickly went over to Nate's apartment for my mom to drop me off so we could shoot the video. When I walked in all of their jaws dropped. Even Ethan and Grayson. They had no clue who I was and it was actually kind of amusing to me but it also made me want to puke everywhere.
G: Hey you must be Bethany?
Me: Yeah I am.
E: You look kind of like a girl that I used to know.
G: Eh not that much, your just love sick Ethan.
Me: A girl? What was her name?
E: Her name was Mierra and she was the most beautiful girl ever. But I didn't treat her right. I didn't show her how much she meant to me and life and now she is... Well I don't know where she is because she didn't want me to know. I pretty much win douche of the year.
N: Okay okay enough of this sad shit we have a video to shoot.
G E Me: Okay okay
So we set up all the cameras and fixed the lighting and started the video.
Q: Never have I ever had sex
Nate: Never
Aaron: Have 
Ethan: Never
Grayson: Didn't know if it counted
Me: Didn't know if it counted
Of course we had the same answer
*Skip till the end of making the video*
So the video went pretty well. And as far as I can tell they still don't know it's me. They told me I need to start a YouTube channel for them. I told them I'd think about it. Then later that afternoon Ethan pulled me aside from am everyone and he and he said he wanted to talk to me. I followed him and he stared at me deep in the eyes and started talking to me.
E: Bethany, I know I have only known you since today, but I really want to get to know you better. Do you want to go out to dinner with me tonight. I'll pay.
Me: Ethan I would love to go out with you tonight, but you don't have to pay for me. I can pay for myself.
E: Of course. What time do toy wants me to pick you up at?
Me: How about we just leave from here, unless you need to go home first.
E: No leaving from here is perfect.
We then walked back over to the couch where everyone was sitting.
A: You guys dating already?
E: We're just going out to eat, not hook up
A: But that's what it could lead to
He said it with a wink
We all jaunt started laughing and then me Aaron and Nate were taking and I heard Ethan and Grayson quietly arguing so I listened in without them knowing.
G: Why did you ask her out you knew how much I liked her
E: I got to her first and this is a way to re do what I did to Mierra.
G: What we did to her is in the past, we were horrible drunken people back then. We can't re do the past. Get over this already!
E: I was in love with her and Bethany is literally her with different hair! Even their bodies and voice are exactly the same.
G: Do you think that it is Bethany?
E: No that's insane she's probably in like Kansas right now. If she wanted to lay low why would she be in a famous person's YouTube video.
G: Maybe that's the point. She wants no memory of her past so she changed her hair and got acrylic nails!
E: I'll ask her tonight but if it really is he-
G: If it's her I deserve her, because I was the worst to her. I beat AND raped her. I need to make it up the best way I can!
E: Slow down okay we don't even know if it is her
G: And if it is?
E: If it is then we'll talk but I'm going to go. Don't tell the boys and let me figure it out.
He gets up and walks over to me.
E: Ready to go?
Me: Yeah
We get up and go to a pizza place a few minutes down the road. When we got to the restaurant he began to ask me questions.
E: Okay if I'm wrong please don't think I'm crazy but if you are Mierra just tell me. I won't be mad, I just don't want to think you are someone else
Me: Okay okay yes it's me. I died my hair and got nails and started dressing like I'm not depressed. Are you happy? I just didn't want to bring my old life with me. So can we just start over?
E: I don't think I can. I was terrible to you in un imaginable ways and I am so sorry and I wish I could make it up to you, but I know there is no way I can.
Me: I'm sorry but I can't date you. It's too much for me. You did too much to me mentally and physically. I almost killed myself. That's why I started a new life. So I didn't have to fake with the past.
We finished our dinner and talked about how I liked Los Angles and how my school is. I told him I'm in love with Los Angles and I go to a performing arts school for singing, dancing, and acting. He told me he was proud of me for keeping my life going and not giving up. He then drive me back to my house and when I hit back I called Grayson. I told him it was me but I wanted to leave the past behind me and be friends. Not friends with benefits. Just friends. He agreed and told me he will never see me as the girl I used to be, because he knows I am a much stronger girl, and I can do so much more than he ever tried to make me feel like I could do and he hopes I make it big I thanked him, and told in I needed to go to sleep, because I was dead ass tired. He hung up and I put on my pajamas and went to bed. But my mom told me right before that I the afternoon I have a meeting with an modeling agency to talk about getting me in photoshoots and on runways. So I am really exited for this. Who know I could accomplish so much in only 2 days.

*I will put up the next chapter after school today. Xx*