lights burn into my eyes
bury my face into the covers
sigh in pain
pain that the day will bring
pain that the day before brought
why is it like this now
I wasn't like this last week or the week before
if anything I was the life of the party
the happiest girl
and now I'm this
this girl that wants to lay in bed all day and do nothing
this girl who smiles just to make you feel like you're doing something good
this girl who doesn't want anything who doesn't care
like someone put a black veil over my mind
I can see through it but not enough to where I can live normally
my eyes droop as I get up and face the dark days
