With You, I Feel Again

Finding Her

Harry's POV

I knew where Jess was. I had always kept in contact with her behind Justin's back. But I'd say I had a pretty good reason.

"Did you just say what I thought you said?" Justin asked surprised. His eyes were big.

"Y-yes," I stuttered nervously, "She told me she was leaving, and that she was going to keep the baby. She just didn't want you around her anymore." I said matter of factly. There are three sides to every story. And by just the look on Selena's face, she had only heard one side. And it was obviously Justin's.

"Wow, five years later and you're still keeping secrets Styles? She was my girlfriend, that was my baby, and you took that all away." He spat angrily at me. But it was stupid the way the way he seemed to blame everything on me. He never took into consideration the reason Jess might've actually cheated on him.

"You know Justin, did you ever think why did Jess cheat on you? Or are you just to selfish to ever think of someone else?" I shouted back at Justin. Selena seemed to be startled by all the shouting and the sudden outpouring of secrets. But Justin was just making me out to be a bad person in Selena's mind. She had to know the whole story.

"It doesn't matter what her reason was, she still did it, but I still loved her." Justin replied seeming to calm down but I was even more upset.

"Did you love her when you beat her and kicked her out of your house? Did you 'love' her when you almost ran her over because she wasn't getting out of your house fast enough?" Selena gasped at the fact I just said that.

"You're sick!" Selena unexpectedly cut in, "You were trying to turn me against someone I truly trust."

Then, Selena stormed out. She was disgusted, and frankly, so was I. But since the build up of emotions from the past five years was out in the open, the air seemed less cold. Maybe somehow we could take the next step to moving on. Maybe.

**

Selena's POV

After that whole conversation, I felt so overwhelmed. Even my heart was beating out of my chest.

"Selena," I heard a voice call my name, "Are you alright?" I turned around and it was Harry.

I cleared my throat, "Yeah, yeah I'm fine."

"I'm so sorry that all came at you at one time. But I wanted you to know the whole story. Not just one side." He said sincerely.

"Oh it's fine. But I mean, where is Jess?" I was very curious.

"I don't know exactly where. But she's back in London. I really just keep in contact with her to make sure she's alright. After everything Justin did to her she was scarred."

So basically, there's two ex - best friends, living right across the hall, who have been involved with the same girl who eventually ended up pregnant and ran away to London.

"I plan to find her." Harry sounded determined.

"Harry! You can't just up and leave to London, classes start tomorrow!" I told him kind of panicking myself.

"Uhhh, that's right. I completely forgot! But I need to find her." Harry started whining.

"You know we could all just fly to wherever you're talking about, and catch up when we get back. I hear the first week of college is the easiest!" Ariana came out of nowhere.

"I second that." Demi added.

"I.. Uhh.. Third that?" Miley said confused. We all laughed at her, though she was completely serious. Though neither me or Harry knew where my girls came from.

"Well Harry there's only one thing left to do.."

"What is that?" He asked.

"Call Jess." I responded.

"Okay here goes nothing." He began to dial her number. The phone rang, and rang, and rang for what seemed like forever. Then a sweet sounding voice answered the phone.

"Hello?"