it hurts

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it hurts, it hurts, it hurts so goddamn much.

it hurts to think of living without you by my side, without your cute smile, without your cheerfulness that never seem to waver, without your beautiful personality that brought joy to anyone who conversed with you.

it hurts  to wake up in the mornings to see no new texts from you.

it hurts to walk to school without you riding your stupid bike with that stupid smile on and saying stupid things.

it hurts to walk into a room and have everyone give me pitiful looks.

it hurts not being able to hold your warm hand at night.

it hurts not pecking you and then watching your face burn red.

it hurts to look at our photos.

it hurts, it hurts, it hurts so goddamn much, hinata.

i need you by my side, and of course that's not possible unless i visit your grave.

i can't take this anymore, i can't take knowing it's my fault.

i just can't keep living anymore.

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