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Lies...

She always said she wouldn't leave again...but she lied...she broke her promise...and I even gave her a promise ring...I was so loyal to her...but...in the end she betrayed me...she told me...I'm the one that broke...but...truly that wasn't the case...as I stand here and cry...dreaming of her...thinking of her...I...told her...it wasn't because I didn't trust her...I was jealous cause I didn't want to lose her...she was the best thing I had in life...she threw me away and lied...this might just be my last entry...a boy lost in the dark...and the girl that was his light...abandoned him...truly...I still love her with all my heart...am I stupid...? ...no...it's just love...painful love...I...really want to wait for her...but...my real urge...is to run away...and to rot and die...because even...me ending up in a hospital...she had no intention of worrying...not even my love was enough for her...