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Dying inside...

Many things happen all day everyday...but everything hurts...the no friends thing and being a complete disappointed with everyone...I am nothing in the eyes of people...what am I to do...I always think there's hope for a real friend somewhere...but I guess it's just false dreams...in reality and online...they only stay for a small while...and leave me after and never speak again...even today I found out a secret that shattered the last piece of hope I had...as my special one was the one keeping a secret...the last person I had full trust in...just went and did what she did...with that,tears flowed...who could I trust in this world...what could I do...what can I do...what are my thoughts...what else can I say...I've been lied to...but who will care...who else do I have...I really am dying inside...slowly but surely rotting away...I wonder if she ever plans to make up for it...for she's still the one one person I have...even if it hurts...will she try making it up the right wait or maybe just leave me as I am...