Today was the day , the day that i got to meet to my dad. "I'm actually going to meet my dad" , i said walking back and forth on the pavement. i couldn't believe it.
My mom was with my dad for 2 years until she got pregnant. They were high school sweet hearts, she was 16 and he was 18 , almost ready to graduate. They always spent time together , spending everyday so close. Maybe that's why they started so fighting so much. My mom's name was Clara.( claw-ra) And Clara always had an opinion and my dad hated it. This always led to Fights and rough sex. He'd never used condoms because he thought it was for baby's who didn't know how to pull out quick enough. My mom loved the idea of no condoms because she felt more pleasure, until one day he ACTUALLY didn't pull out , he just came inside of her. Three weeks later she tried to tell him she was pregnant only leading to a fight. He hit her and told her to stop lying , stop trying to get attention, stop trying to get him to stay. But she said was telling the truth and i think he soon realized because after that he left her.
That's why i never met my dad , that's why i didn't even know his name. But today i was going to meet him and i'm happy about it. Sure , he did some really bad things to my mom but i still didn't get to know him personally for myself. I wonder what he'll say when he sees me..
What if he thinks i'm ugly ? What if he thinks i'm fat ? stop. I keep letting my curiosity get to me. That's it. "I'm going to do it." i said to myself before putting my purse in the car and driving away.
A/N - hi this is my first book so ..
im sorry that this first chapter is really shitty.
but i promise this book is lit !
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DRUGS J•G
Teen FictionAva has a lot of obstacles she must pass. When it comes to her terrible relationship with her mother, to her trying to to get to know her dad, things get tough! And when she dates a huge man whore jack Gilinsky... will he be able to help her through...
