Love fucks us all up

06

Joyce-

I woke up and got ready I did my makeup and thank god Saturday is tomorrow.I dressed up casual
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I got to school and chilled with Sam and I showed him the text and he was surprised but also happy cause he wanted to take us to the next level

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Lunch was lit. Skates mom brought us sonic so I was happy and even better a party later on.

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I got to class and this girl came up and told me "Sam just wants to hit it then quit it; so don't feel special" she said then she walked away then I laughed and did my work

She doesn't know me and Sam have history so I thought it was funny

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I got to my 7th period and it was chill we watched a movie
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I got home and did my homework and ate a little snack and then go ready for the party.

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I took a quick shower and did my makeup and my outfit was casual (outfit above)

"Come on" Sam said and dragged me to go take shots

We took 2 and then we went to the hookah station and smoked then I went to go dance.

Oouuu from Young M.A played and I was hype

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I was feeling dizzy and I couldn't find sam anywhere

I kept bumping into people

"Oh sorry" I said looking down

"Joyce lets go home" I hear a deep voice said

I look up and it's jack

"Oh jack I can't go with you, I came with Sam I should leave with him" I say walking to the backyard

"Sam looks busy" jack says tilting his head to the right

I look in the left and I see sam and a girl making out

It hurt seeing him with another girl
I knew I shouldn't have gave him
Another chance
New me; he said
Bullshit; he doesn't want me he just wants me to be with him so no one else can have me

"Lets go Joyce" jack says pulling one of my sleeves

"Can I stay at your place; I don't want my parents to see me like this" I say following jack to his jeep

"Yeah I got you" he says closing the door