Hi. Sorry for not posting in FOREVER. It's just that something happened. And it's called school. I don't get a lot of homework, I'm just tired all.the.time! That's why i haven't updated anything.
Disclaimer: All of this is fictional, nothing is real and all that jazz you already know.
3rd p.o.v.
Joe is sitting on the couch just thinking. How did he become so lucky? Today is his and Caspar's 90th day of being together. As boyfriends. It all started around half a year ago. Caspar was still dating Gabby, and Joe had always seen that Caspar truly loved her, but he wasn't so sure anymore. They had spent less and less time together and Joe was wondering why. He and Caspar though, they had grown closer than before (if that was even possible.) More and more night were spent sitting cuddled up in the sofa, watching movies and eating pizza, talking for hours on end about everything and nothing.
And then one night, Joe woke up because he heard crying from upstairs. There was Caspar, sobbing because of some stupid nightmare that was stuck on repeat in his head. After some comforting and lots of hugging Caspar followed Joe downstairs and slept in Joe's bed with him for the night. Little did they know that would become a habit.Every night, even though they pretended they wouldn't, they slept in the same bed. There was something worm and nice about that.
One night, after a movie marathon that Joe basically spent sitting in Caspar's lap, ended with a kiss. A kiss that sent shivers up their spines and fireworks in their stomaches. It were over too fast as the boys knew it was wrong. Some silent tears fell down four cheeks and both beds were used that night.
The next day Caspar told Gaby. He told her that he had grown feelings for his best friend. She was all cool and supportive. Of course she cried a bit, but who wouldn't. And when Caspar came home and they had their second kiss everything felt at ease for the boys.
Joe wakes up from his daydreaming when the door opens up. His smile grows automatically and he is just about to say something when he sees the tears that are running down Caspar's face. "Come here." He says softly and open up his arms for his boyfriend. The blond runs right into them and just sobs. Joe leads Caspar to the sofa and they both sit down. The brunette is running his fingers through Caspar's hair and whispering comforting things.
"Do you want to tell me what's wrong babe?" Joe asks. Caspar looks him in the eyes. He opens his mouth, but no sound comes out. A shaky sob escapes instead and Joe just pulls him closer. "You're not hurt, right?" He asks with concern. The younger one shakes his head. "Good"Joe whispers.
Caspar swallows and let out a breath. "Gaby-Gaby's. She-She is.. S-she just told me and I. And I don't know what to do about it." He cries out. "What is she Caspar?" Joe asks. Caspar looks Joe in the eyes. "She's pregnant. And-and it's my baby." He looks down and cries quiet.
"Wha-what?"
"She's pregnant. And she's keeping our baby."
Joe feels the room closing in on him. How is this possible. Why now? Why him? Caspar will leave him now of course. Realize that he's straight and that he likes Gaby more. He will take care of the baby and forget about the 90 days they have spent together. That's what's going to happen. He know's it. Why would Caspar ever love him in the first place. He has no boobs. He's not a girl. He will never be able to give him kids. But now Gaby is and Caspar loves her not him.
He needs to get out. Now. Go to Zoë. She will understand. Tears are running down his cheeks as he stands up and walks to the door.
"Whe-where are you going?" The blonde cries out with pain in his face. "Joe?"
"I-I can't do this now I'm sorry." He closes the door just to hear Caspar begging him not to leave.
The drive to his sister's house takes longer than normal because of all the crying stops he has to make. But now he's standing at her door and ringing the doorbell like mad. Alfie opens the door with a shocked face. When he sees what state the boy is in he just yell at Zoë. "Honey, come to the door now. Joe's here." As soon as she comes to the door Joe swings his arms around her neck and cry harder than ever before. His sister just let him cry until he's done.
Joe tells her what happened. "You bloody idiot! How can you leave Caspar like that. You leave him there feeling ten times worse than you do and you don't even bring your phone. He has no idea were you are and he's sad about the baby thing. You go home NOW and fix this Joe is that clear?!" He nods and leave. "Thanks Zoë!"
When he walks in he sees Caspar seeping on the couch. He's red in his face from crying and he's hugging Emma Lee. Joe lay down beside him as kiss his forehead. "Hi baby" he whispers. Caspar's eyelids flicker open and looks at him like a puppy. "You're back."
"Yeah, sorry for leaving you. That was really mean to you. It's harder for you than it is for me."
"I just don't know what to do." Caspar answers.
"We'll figure it out. We always do. Because we're Jaspar." Joe says and kiss Caspar softly. Both smile warm smiles. They fall asleep in each others arms. And both know that it will all be okay.
Sorry for this bad one shot. The plot was good in my head, but it turned out so weird. Well, I hope you liked it anyways, please vote and comment if you did.
Don't forget to check out the group account I'm in: TheJasparFanClub. It's me and some amazing people I am SOOO happy to have in my life. I am supposed to update a one shot every Tuesday, but I will probably not really stick to that. Whops.
Any way. Have a great life until the next time I see you. Xo/Stino
