Complicated Teenage Years

♥Chapter 7♥

Read the author's note please. I explain everything there !!!

I returned home holding a sleeping Phillip in my arms.I placed him carefully on his bed to continue sleeping.I ,on the other hand ,went to have a shower and then change into my sports gear.I had to get my mind  out of Josh.I was driving to the underground fighting club so that I could release my nervousness and forget Josh. When I parked my car I wore my hood on and went inside.I saw Max behind the bar and he waved at me .I got closer and greeted him.

"Hey my pretty lady" he said smiling widely.I blushed as usual and I smiled shyly.

"Hey Max.What's up?Can you sign me to a fight?" I asked nicely and he nodded.

"All set now good luck."He wished and kissed the top of my head.

I walked towards the ring while I was wearing my gloves.The crowd cheered  and the  opponent came.He was tall with blonde hair and grey eyes that I knew from somewhere.His body was toned and he had a tattoo on his V line.It was a crown with a name underneath that I couldn't quite read due to the dim light .I should get closer cause something about him is really familiar.

Oh no! This can't be happening.

I can't do this.

It's Josh's brother.I wanted to beat the crap out of him because of the way he insulted  me but on the other hand he can't go home all beaten up.He would tell Josh that I did this to him and to be honest I've had enough of explanation lately.

I've never lost  a single fight and I can't back up now.

Having nothing else to do I entered the ring.Once he realised who I was he smirked.I rolled my eyes and made a mental note to talk to him later and try get to his good side.My thoughts were interrupted when the fight started.I placed my hands in front of my face for defence and he tried to kick my leg but I dodge it.I made a quick move and punched him straight on his nose.I heard the satisfying noise meaning that  I broke his nose.Now it was my turn to smirk.

"Is that all you got pretty boy?"I said with sarcasm dripping from my mouth.He chuckled and tried again to punch me in the stomach but I kicked his leg.He lost his balance and then I started punching the shit out of him.A random guy split us because I could have killed him.The way his insults were stuck in my head made me even angrier.I couldn't deal with him more.When the announcer said that I won I smiled and moved closer to John.

"Get cleaned up and meet me outside in thirty."I whispered in his ear and got out of the ring.Everyone said its congratulations and I just nodded.That was the first time I wasn't happy for my "achievement".I reached Max and he handed me my duffle bag while congratulated me.I ordered a beer and we chatted a bit.

"I've never seen you that angry before.What's up with that dude?"he asked and I just shrugged.

"I was angry and that poor guy was the reason.Long story short he deserved it.Got to go ,see you later."I said goodbye and left.I searched for my hoodie cause it was chilly outside.I put my hood on and exit the place.I went to the parking lot and found him standing next to a bike .

"What to you want ?"he spat.I tried to remain calm but failed completely.I grabbed him by his collar and pushed him on the wall.

"No reason to be upset kitty."He tried to breath and to be honest I didn't even know I've put so much pressure.I eased my grip on his collar and smiled.

"Okay,I will be short.Do not tell Josh any of this or else you will end up in the hospital.Today was just the beginning.Do I make myself clear?"I barked and he nodded.Okay I was harsh but it was the only thing I could do in order to keep it down until I'm ready to talk to Josh.

I left him there coughing as I was moving to my car.I got in, put the key in the ignition and sped off.The way back home was silent and only the radio was on, playing some random song I didn't even hear.I parked in the garage this time got in my house from the back door.I wasn't hungry at all I just wanted to hug my angel right now.He and my brother was all I got.I had friends as well but I believed that people come and go.Plus,I had major trust issues.I came back to reality when I heard laughter.It was coming from Tate's room.Being the best uncle that could ever exist he was tickling Phillip on the bed.

"Having fun there guys?"I asked and both of them turned to look at me.Phillip jumped off the bed and ran to me.He opened his tiny arms to engulf me in a hug but he was  short so I lift him to hug me properly.He kisses my cheek and I kissed his.

"I love you mommy."he said and I felt a tear ran down my cheek.Every time he said 'I love you' I got goosebumps.
I love raising my child. My priority was to make him happy and successful when he grows up. When I was hugging Phillip my phone buzzed. I unlocked and opened the new message.

Josh
Why did you leave?

Me
I don't know Josh. It's too much to handle.

Josh
Is it about Phillip and the fact that we did mind blowing sex?

And yes the cocky bastard is back .How was I going to explain that I beat his brother up and threatend him?

Me
Cocky much? And no, there are a lot of things in my life right now .

Josh
Like what?

Me
It's not the right time to open myself up but sooner or later you will find out ...eventually 😉

Josh
Omg Luna why are you so confusing. Stop over thinking and live a little.

Me
Ttyl have thing to do

Josh
Okay. 😞

And with that I shut my phone and put it in my pocket .Tate came and sat next to me on his bed and I hugged him. He was silent for a moment. My brother was everything except stupid. When I had something he knew it and also what to do.

"Wanna talk about it? "He said with a sad smile. I trusted him that's why I spoke with him every time something was on my mind. Half an hour later I have confessed everything to him and he had mixed feelings.

"Luna it's okay. Just talk to him and be honest. Then you will figure out what you want to do with your life. "I was expecting him to be angry or something.

"Tate thanks a lot. Thank God I have you. I love you so much. "I said and he smiled.

"I love you too baby girl" he replied and smiled showing his pearly white teeth.

After that I had a shower and but the time I finished everyone was sleeping. I went to the kitchen to drink some water and then I fell into a peaceful sleep.

Author's note

Hello my lovely readers,
  I am so sorry I was gone for months but it was a tough time for me.
  First and foremost, I had exams in order to have access to a university. To be honest it was so difficult. I gained weight, I lost my sleep, I had extra lessons till midnight and studying.Everything went well thank God.
   Except that, I went through a painful heartbreak. My boyfriend and I split up four months ago and let me tell you it was a hell of an experience. He broke up with me without even an explanation. I cared about him because I loved him. I still do despite all the bad things he said to me. Now he has another girlfriend but I wish him the best. I let Karma do the thing for me. *evil face* .My major priority now is to get to university. Now that it is my only free summer which consists of sleeping, eating and hanging out with friends I will update regularly *pinky promise*
Oh it is my birthday in few days. July the 20th. I am turning 18 finally. 😍
I wish the best to each one of you from the bottom of my heart. 
I hope you liked the chapter. Please read my book, comment your own experience the past winter and vote for my book. Send me messages to chit chat *I don't bite*

Love you all so much and I am humbled to have you here. ❤

Yours truly,
❤trueangel15❤